Posted 7/15/2015 10:57 PM (GMT 0)
I'm about at the point where being optimistic is going to be thrown out the door.. i know I come on here and rant and complain, alot. So thank you all that read all of my nonsense. I'm getting to the point where I'm down right depressed over my anxiety... i can tell the lexapro is out of my system, the heart palpitations, the lump in the throat, occasional slight shortness of breath, etc. I know everyone here has experienced probably all of those. My palpitations are what drive my anxiety, almost 100%. I just truly feel like I'll never feel better, ever. I'm not trying to throw a pity party. I just wish I could rewind back 4 months, and stop my palpitations from ever happening and the anxiety, just everything.. i don't enjoy doing what I use to, playing with my kids just seems so exhausting and overwhelming. I feel as though I'm never going to find a medicine that works either. Plain old done with it...
Thanks for "listening" to my whining.