Hi,
I'm 15 year old male. I started off having normal panic attacks back in February. But they went away and the anxiety and panic just got much worse now I'm scared of big fields I play football and football right around the corner and I can't stand in a football field because I get nervous I'll collapse. It just seems like I can't be in big areas especially field I tend to get insecure and freak out and that needs to end. I tend to rush on everything I do when I run I think about
getting to the end and what will happen to me before I get there faint exc. It's hard for me to look up or move fast because I start feeling odd. I think it's because quick changes bother my "anxiety." (Also I went in a mall very loud and when I can't hear myself breathe I tend to panic and freak. Recently I've been dwelling on something being wrong with me like for example I'll have a brain aneurysm, brain tumor, or heart attack, cancer. Also I've tried to work out and I seem to choke on something I believe is phlegm but I can never couch any up. I also feel faint a lot and tend to not be able to feel my arms or legs at times. Quick changes or every little thing I feel I start to panic about
and think something going to happen. If I read symptoms on the internet about
something I seem to have them. I've seen a physiatrist and physiologist and they both said I have anxiety and panic dissorder but I just can't believe it I think it something much worse. I've tried medicine but only gave it about
a month and thought I was getting side affects but it was just my anxiety I believe. Currently I'm not taking anything. I need help and advice because I'm just not myself and everyday it just get worse, I just need to get back on track to my everyday life without this interference.
I also get the feeling like everything fake I'm just there but not alive and lightheaded I get nervous of a doctor because of a possibility of something being wrong with me.
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