Hi TKBG,
I too am sorry you have been having panic attacks...and also am sending positive thoughts that upping to the 20 mgs is the perfect level for you!
Remember that you have just started up again recently...and increased anxiety is pretty expected as your body readjusts to the medication again. Double up on your coping skills for now...were you able to find anything helpful in the Resources?
As for your worries...
...my husband is a type 1 diabetic. He has a pancreas issue...you have an anxiety issue...
Is there really a difference? An illness is an illness whether it be physical or mental. When you say your vows 'in sickness and in health' this is all encompassing.:) I am confident your wife see it this way.:)
You are doing all that you can to feel your best! Be patient with yourself and the process...you are getting there.:)
S.C.