Hi HL and welcome!
I am really sorry to read about
your rough start up.:( It sounds however, like you had been a champ so far! Try to tough it out until your appointment on Monday and see what you doctor can offer in terms of guidance.
Are you currently using any other treatment methods...therapy and/or self help?
We have a great Resource section here (see link below) that if filled with great anxiety relief suggestions and helpful material.
https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=9&m=104206
You might also consider checking out our Depression Forum, if you've not done so already.
Wishing you well in your progress!
Post anytime! We understand, care and support is key!
S.C.