KB,
So glad to hear that in general things are better for you with the A/D challenges! High fives for that good news!
As far as your question goes...
Is is that the massage technique itself is causing you physical discomfort...or more that you do not enjoy the fact that you are being touched at all?
Anxiety can cause us to be hypersensitive to tactile responses, so could that be part of it?
Also, you are on Cymbalta...do you have fibro as well as A/D? (or other muscle/connective tissue/nerve pain issue?)
S.C.