Posted 10/8/2015 12:22 AM (GMT 0)
It occurred to me today that if anxiety, specifically GAD is a chemical imbalance, then isn't it true that any amount of coping skills such as meditation, breathing exercises, working out, journaling, coloring, etc., will help to manage the symptoms that I experience but none of this will never "cure" my anxiety.
That being said, why am I devoting so much time towards these pursuits when it is so much easier to take my Zoloft and Buspar to manage my symptoms?
While doing all those things do make me feel better, but once my anxiety is under control with medication, what is the point of continuing to do all of those things?
I'm trying to accept my anxiety and I need to work through this with my therapist as I need to come to terms with the fact that my anxiety will always be there and I won't be magically cured. This gets me down sometimes but I have to learn to deal with it.
I bought a journal today to write in and it is titled "My Dysfunctions" and it has an opening page about how dysfunction such as anxiety, depression, phobias, PTSD, etc. make us interesting and how many great people responsible for great things suffered from some of these dysfunctions. That made me feel better.
I just wanted to share this with everyone.