setback..

I've had an amazing, and I mean amazinggggg last 4 or 5 days!!
Most "normal" I've felt in a LONG time! Besides being dizzy and what not, but I'm having pains in my jaw and behind my ear, so who knows.

Anyway,
I woke up this morning, my routine all thrown off because my husband went to work 2 hours early. Feeling like my heart was beating very slow, which duh, it beats slow while you're at rest, especially after JUST waking up.

So I didn't really notice, but my anxiety slowly starting getting worse.. until I felt skipped beats. No skipped feeling into my throat, which is normally what I feel.
I was checking my pulse when I felt them.. which I should of never done to begin with..
I laid there and told myself that I've been through this before, I haven't had this happen in months, and that I needed to relax and go back to sleep..

So I went back to sleep, woke up about an hour later, just feeling tired and drained.. I'm trying to use my coping skills and positive mantras like what I told myself this morning. It's just hard sometimes..

And of course, the wires went bad on my event monitor and I can't pick them up until 4:30pm today at the cardiologist! Or I would of hit the button..
I've been slightly on edge since friday, when the wires went bad..
Which I'm sure probably doesn't help the situation. I just want so desperately to either pick something up on the monitor, and take care of it. Or not find anything, and maybe be more at ease and start working even harder if it's possible, at my "recovery".

I'm just at that "I've been doing well, but here we go again" stage..

Thanks for reading.

Thanks. I've had some while on the monitor, after I've called in my recordings, the technican has said there's nothing they'd need to alert my doctor of.

Thank You!