Anxiety-work anxiety

So... I am totally new to this. I don't have your typical anxiety, social situations I'm usually okay in I'm actually super talkative and bubbly and happy and funny👌 I was in need of a job and was worried that my anxiety would go funny again so I did some research and cleaning was a good option for anxiety sufferers. So I got a job as a cleaner however after around 3 weeks I was on a shift where no other domestic was on and I hated it, I spent my shift crying and calling my mum I managed to stay till the end but every time I was on my own from then on I'd end up going home, it wasn't because the work was to much because it wasn't. I just got depressed and panicked when I was alone well with no other domestics. I don't know whether this was because one of the managers was very strict on me and I didn't cope with that well but it caused me to quit and I just don't know what type of anxiety it is. I know people with anxiety but there's is social anxiety. I like my own company when I'm at home but I also like to go out and about in fact I hadn't had a anxiety attack since I was at school which was 3 years ago. I don't understand how I'm fine all the time apart from the times I was at work alone. Now I want a new job but what do I go for? Maybe I just need to follow my dreams and not be worried about my anxiety. I refuse to let it control my life!!! SOMEONE TELL ME ITS NOT JUST ME.

I am dysfunctional as of anxiety but understand your pain.
We are with you in your journey and support you.
Good luck!

Thanks for your replies!

I'm so glad that it's not just me! All I can find anywhere about anxiety is just ones that are different to mine.

When I first suffered panic attacks I went to the doctor they referred me to cahms and offered me some medication, however i wasn't interested in the medication. I went to cahms for a while then they said that they felt I didn't need them anymore. Things were fine for a while and then they got a whole lot worse I suffered social anxiety and depression and didn't leave my house for a year or so. I then started to see a private councellor and things started going good I went to a small class instead of school still got my grades and then apart from the small little anxiety moments, I haven't had anymore before now and it all got to much so I quit my job because i feel my health is more important and I don't want to do something I'm not happy in and I've realised that they didn't appreciate me. I felt kind of stupid once I quit as what if I can't find another job but I believe everything happens for a reason and I need to push myself to get a part time job and then on the side of that study towards what I really want to do! Which is weird choices I know but i either want to be a nurse at a doctor surgery (not a hospital) or a makeup artist! That's the goal anyway.

Thanks again!

Thank you so much!

I have applied for new jobs and I have got back in touch with my therapist.

I believe I can reach my goals and I know I can get through this with the support of others but most importantly self belief!

xo