Pain pain go away

Hi PH,

I think you'll get better advised by posting in the Chronic Pain Forum.

Our members here deal more with psychotropics than pain meds.

Wishing you the best,

Scaredy Cat

I'm sorry I am new to the forum. I also have severe anxiety since I was very young. It runs in my family. I take celexa and was taking valium 10 twice a day then to klonipin 2mg a day now my new Dr has cut me to .5 klonipin 3 times a day and its not going well seems like I am having more anxiety than before. I have struggled with this for so long. I honestly can't remember not having this issue and when it comes on full force I don't have any warning. I can't leave home without medicine and I did today for the first time in years I had a really bad situation happen to me. I live in Tennessee and from the city well I moved a couple of years ago to a small Podunk town Lewisburg, TN. Today on my way home from a 5 hour long Dr s appointment. Yes that's what I said 5 hours. The poor little Dr was having a long day to. He said he had a lot of women who couldn't give him a straight answer no matter what the question he asked. I am a woman and I don't have that problem. Lol. Anyway after leaving there I went to have my prescriptions filled. Walmart had everyty except my pain medication so I left my others to be filled such as the klonipin. I went to three different pharmacies and no had the pain medicine did I mention I am in a small ass backward town which I call Podunk? So the only other pharmacies around here were already closed at 6pm yes here in Podunk everyone closes early. I went back to pickup my nerve medicine and my insurance had messed up and I was being charged full price. I am only supposed to pay $3 for generic scripts. I have to take a deep breath because my insurance was already closed so no meds for tonight. Have to call insurance in the morning to get that straightened out. Ok sorry it's so long. The big finale my husband is driving me ( bless his heart he had a brain aneurysm 3 years ago and wasn't expected to live but he made it) and we got behind a truck well the idiot had a little puppy in the back of the truck and it was looking over the side of the truck. I told my husband it looks like that puppy is going to jump out. Now mind you it is a law in Tennessee now regarding animal abuse it's a felony. I love animals and have my own dogs. Ok now I couldn't get my nerve meds. So I told my husband if that little puppy jumps out we are going to have a problem. Well it did and rolled 8 times down the road. I was so mad that I jumped out of the truck going off. Now the puppy didn't look hurt but I didn't get an up close look because if I had of got to the puppy they would not have gotten it back. I hadn't had any nerve medicine all day so I was ready to beat the living crap out of the man and woman both and I let them know (they were probably in their mid twenties and I am 51) just exactly how I felt about themselves. I unloaded on them. The girl git back in the truck with the puppy and my husband said she was hollering call 911. I was so mad I never heard anything she said as I was about to kick the man's rear end. I said and called him everything under God's green earth. I told them both that they had better not put that puppy back in the back of the truck that it was illegal well he had to tell me I was wrong mind you I was in law enforcement for years in Nashville and it is animal abuse. So I put the fear of God in them. Now if I had of had my medication I probably would have just checked the puppy out and scolded them a little but where I went was over the top and I couldn't reel myself back in and my husband had to jump in front of me and tell them to go. So I am out of medicine and feeling so much anxiety it's unreal! How was your day?

No I haven't, but I will certainly find it!! I really need something to help. I'm sure I sounded like a maniac, but I am really not. As you read I do love animals, but I really went over the top. Thank you!