Posted 5/4/2016 7:06 PM (GMT 0)
Hey everyone,
My anxiety is high right now as I wait to hear from my Dad on whether or not they found anything on his CT scan regarding cancer. He was dx with stage 4 oral cancer in nov, 2009 and has since undergone 2 neck dissections, 1 oral surgery, full teeth removal, chemo and radiation. I've felt so bad being all the way out here in Hawaii and not be able to care for him. There were times that he was on the bus heading down to get his chemo treatment because I couldnt afford to get him a car at the time. At the same time I'm trying to build a nest for my wife. I have been drinking again which I know in my heart is no way to deal with things and can make things worst but everyone deals with things differently. I was sober for about 7 months and then ended up having a couple beers here and there, I know you guys have been kind enough to let me know that its probably the break through anxiety and I really appreciate everyones response. Please just pray for my Father.
-AK