Posted 6/24/2016 5:16 AM (GMT 0)
Hello everyone, hello SC, I missed posting here. Need some help and thank you for the reply in advance. I loss my husband last april since then my anxiety, stress, nervousness and depression hit me good. But I am trying to get rid of these feeling. I have been exercising, taking fish oil, vitamin b complex, multi vitamins, anxiety and stress herbal medicine, ginkgo biloba and alprazolam as needed. Drinking healthy smoothies in the morning and eating more vegetables. Been doing this for a week now. I am hoping I will get better soon. I miss my husband so bad I know he won't come back anymore. Now I am facing a real life with out a partner. I am scared to face life alone. My husband's children loves me I know that,I live in their house and I feel like when I loss my husband I don't know where I stand. His children owned the house now. They keep telling me that this is my house too but i feel like not true. They are so bossy sometimes. I have been sharing this to my family what's my situation is, my ex brother in law wanted me to stay to his house with out paying him. He is a good guy. He is a religious person, the problem is I am scared to face the reality that I am alone and no husband. And need to find a job to survive. Pls tell me what to do. I have a dog with me, I don't want to get rid of him. I love him. I know this way far from this forum but I really don't know what to do. I don't have a best friend to share anymore. I loss him.