Panic attack/ depression

I'm sorry this is gonna be long. I'll give a little background.

June 2013 my youngest got into some stuff that I thought was poisonous. He was fine but I just couldn't seem to calm down. I thought smoking some weed would help... bad idea. It gave me my first panic attack. I was put on Citalpram and Buspar I took them for about a month but quit because I didn't like the idea of using medications.
I felt ok and didn't do much besides sleep. I started having weird dizziness that I couldn't really describe. I thought it was just withdrawals from the meds. It went on for some time but I didn't have insurance so I just delt with it.

I thought some of my anxiety and depression might have had something to do with my birth control so I had my Mirena removed and then I had an awful crash. The anxiety and depression were awful. I don't remember how long it took to start feeling better but I know when I did I started smoking weed heavily again.
6 months later I started feeling weird when I smoked and the panic started to slowly creep back in.
I decided to quit again but about 2 days later I fell into another dark place. My anxiety and depression are awful again. I went to the doc and she put me on Wellbutrin after the first 2 doses I couldn't take it. It made me feel horrible. She wanted me to go back on the citalpram and Buspar. I took 2 doses of it but I just can't take the brain fog.
I told my doc that I have near constant symptoms that have never gone away. I really think I'm deficient in my vitamins and that's what's causing some of my symptoms. I've always had trouble with eating and when I do eat it's not very nutritious.
I brought up b12 because my mom needed the shots when she was my age. My GP told me my level was 400 and that everything was fine and it's all in my head. I've never had a physical in my life but she didn't seem to care.

My symptoms are:
Daily fatigue (I thought the weed was the cause but no its still there)
Dizziness when I stand up or move my head.
Diarrhea and mushy fatty stools every day.
Chest pain in the right side under my breast.
My legs fell asleep in like 60 seconds.
Sleep is awful. Some nights I wake up 4 or 5 times and some nights I don't wake at all but I wake up wayyy early.
Shaky legs and arms 24/7
Headaches daily.
Vision disturbances especially when I'm stressed.
Pressure in my head 24/7
White spots on my neck and chest.
Inability to eat even if I'm starving.
Irritability
Bleeding gums
White tounge
Weird metal taste in mouth.
Brain fog
Tingly numb fingers and face sometimes
Constant neck and shoulder pain.
So guess my question is how many of you suffer the same symptoms and is it normal to have this many symptoms caused by anxiety and depression.
Thank you for reading!

Hi
Welcome to the forum .. You are having a rough time at the moment it sounds very stressful for you.

Yes is my answer to your question about the symptoms.... During the heights of my anxiety I think almost everything on your list affected me , it manifests itself into many symptoms.

SC is spot on you really do need to have any physical issues ruled out . Then start to deal with the anxiety and depression.. A good place to start is learning some coping tools...

These are really beneficial in scary times when you feel the anxiety is taking control.
You do have to work at them but trust me they do help.
You need to look after your self , getting fresh air , keeping hydrated, and even though you don't feel like eating you need the vitamins to be at your best.. Try with half a banana or a little cereal first.

I hope you get some respite .... You have come to the right place for support and encouragement.... We know what it,s like

Sending you strength xxx

Let us know how you get on xx

SM87,

It is exhausting...but you are on your way to getting the help that you need!

Great job on getting the therapy set up!! This is going to help you so much.:) It does take time and effort, but it is more than worth it.

Getting started on the self help now is a great plan, and you should see a difference soon if you practice coping skills daily.

Keep up the great work, and update whenever you can,

S.C.