These are so awesome!! I love them!
I guess for me A/P is like being totally disconnected from the real world around me. Its like I am sitting on the sidelines of the game watching everything happening. I want to play the game but I am unable to. Its like not being able to communicate. No one knows what is really going on inside of me, but me. And no one can truly understand it. It is truly like being in my own world. I often feel as if I am in my own world. I don't pay attention to anything around me, I am disconnected, quiet, a loner, and don't like to be bothered by others.
Of course, it would be worse if my little world had a name! I should totally name it! The rules are no touching, no noise, no people, no cold, I am to be all alone the way I like it. I am to sleep sleep sleep all the time. And like usual, wake up feeling worse than when I went to sleep. And no one else is allowed! I am to have racing thoughts that never stop. I am never to relax. I must panic for no reason and constantly feel fear, anxiety, and uncomfortable with my surroundings. That's basically a description of the 'little world' I live in daily!! Thought I would share it!