I agree with the others. Start with your G.P. He/She will know how to direct you. Definiately don't wait-the longer you hide this disorder the stronger it gets! I would recommend just one more thing. I am not anti-medication, it is a very useful tool for treating A/P however, I think that counseling and finding the behavioral tools for healing is the most important treatment. If you start there, I think that you will do well! Don't delay...call your doctor yesterday!
Take Care and give us an update soon
Scaredy Cat