I think the worst is the "this is
it" feeling. This is the last thing I'm going to do. I'm going to die here. They are going to find me, dead, with a bowlful beneath me.
Congrats on not calling 911. Everytime I make it without driving to the ER, or calling my mom or 911, or all three, I consider it a success. Treat yourself to some ice cream! Unless, of course, you're lactose intolerant !