Posted 12/29/2006 7:34 AM (GMT 0)
A few months back I had these terrible feeling of dread that something bad was going to happen to my younger sister. I could not shake it, it was so bad, I couldn't do anything. The feeling came and went for about 2 months. I went on antidepressents and I have been feeling good until two days ago, I started having that bad feeling of dread again. I've had feelings like this before, in 1999 I had a bad case of it but it was a bad feeling that something was going to happen to me. My brother died in 1994 and I almost died at the same time. I am really scared that something is going to happen to my sister, I love her so much. She is the most important person to me in the world. I have always been an anxious and nervous person, very careful and cautious. I know I have unresolved issues srrounding my brother's death. I didn't deal with it very well. I went to a child psychologist ( I was 13) once or twice. I can't really remember my brother at all and as mean as this sounds I don't really miss him. I think I have blocked him and that experience out of my mind. Sometimes I am afraid I will have some kind of a breakdown.
I'm afraid that these aren't just weird feelings, I'm afraid that they are premonitions and I am really scared. Did anyone ever have these kinds of feelings before? I hope that it is some kind of anxiety and not a premonition.