Thank you to everyone who replied! I always feel better coming to these forums and getting feedback from such loving, caring and understanding individuals. .
We talked about 2 hours tonight and he tells me that this gal already has a bf and that she is not interested in him. He also says that I would be better off not worrying about every little thing too much, and that I read wayyy to much into situations. I do seem to blow things out of proportion at times, but I usually tend to do that when someone acts differently toward me than they normally do. This guy always used to tell me he loved me quite a few times during our conversations and now he says it maybe once, and that is right when we are about to hang up( we talk on the phone every night because he doesnt live by me..it is a long distance relationship). He just has been acting differently lately, but when I ask him about it..he says I am just reading too much into things, that he still loves me and enjoys talking to me. It is just so hard at times to really BELIEVE what someone is saying to you...you know? Hard to know if someone truly means what they say, but I guess that is the risk you take when you love.
I ended up doing ok with my anxiety. I did some deep breathing and just tried to talk myself into calmness. I never did go into a full blow panic, so that is good.
Are any of you the same way as me? Do you tend to blow situations out of proportion?? Or always think the worst??? I HATE that I am that way. I tend to be VERY hard on myself and always have a tendancy to think that I am at fault if something does manage to go wrong.
Anyways, just wanted to say thank you to all who replied and to wish everyone a very HAPPY AND BLESSED Easter!
God bless!
In His Grip,
Dawn