Sorry I haven't been around much at all my friends. I have been extremely busy with my company and focusing on how to get better with my panic disorder.
Sometimes I just try to ignore it but to me it's like an open sore on my forehead yet no one can see it.
So I gradually attempt to get better. I have been meditating and trying to travel farther and farther from my comfort zone.
Occasionally I'll go to Target and have a panic attack but now it seems i wait til later in the day to take my medication and can go a couple of places without much anxiety.
The stress is less and I'm enjoying life a little more. It's not as I imagined it would be, but things happen for a reason I suppose.
I miss you all and now I will try to be around a little more. I'm afraid though that I don't have much time. I'm working constantly on fixing any simple error int he company to make it run as smooth as possible which is simply why I haven't been here.
I'm sure you have all forgotten about me. But I have not forgotten about all of you who have helped me or even responded to my worries and fears.
I love you all and msis you so much!!!!
*Muahz*
Twiggygal~