At wit's end,
I'm so sorry that you had such a rough night, it's awful to try and get through the day on such little sleep. One of the worst things those of us with health anxiety can do is look up our symptoms on the internet! I've had p/a for over 17 years, and have major health anxiety. For years I was convinced I had a brain tumor, cancer, lupus, ms, md...you name it and I've thought I had it. Well, I've been around for 41 years and have never had any of these things, just wasted alot of time worrying about it. If you really think that you have something wrong, please check with your doctor, even if it turns out to be nothing, it will help put your mind at ease. It's funny that you mention your left side having pain and tenderness, I've had that for a couple of years. I've always thought it was a pulled muscle or something as it hurts worse after I do something physical or carry heavy things. Somtimes it hurts after I've been stressed or anxious too. I do hope that things will calm down for you and stay away from looking up symptoms or diseases on the internet. Let me know how your doing.