So i'm not sure what i have, this started in January, just when iw as drinking... I've drank for years, i'm only 20 and I am so outoging fun happy wild, I could do ANYTHING before. Now in january I moved to a new place with a bunch of friends from back home was having the time of my life, everything was GREAT and one night after the many of drinking i couldn't breath, AT ALL, well i could be i couldn't take a relaxing deep breath, so it was freaking me out and being drunk didn't help control in a good thought. Now I went to the doctor because it woke me up out of sleep and i couldn't breath so i took my abuteral for asthma (i had barely asthma) just thinking maybe that was it, and i had not been drinking that night, then my heart started racing really bad, thinking from abuteral... and the hospital told me to come back if it happene dbut it could be a case of anxiety, however i wasn't freaking out or gasping for air, i was just sitting there relaxed wonderin what was wrong with me. now it's been happening, soemtimes it feels like i can't take the relaxing deep breath for a week at a time and now its everyday, sometimes i can but most the time i can't. it's extremely irritating, so i went back to the doctor again and he thought it could be asthma getting worse but i don't have an medical insurance, so he didn't wanna do the proper testing. he gave me sample enhalors to try a steroids one and another abuteral, and heart burn medication because sometimes after certain things i eat i feel like i can't breath. and I've contemplated that this may be all in my head and tried telling myself chill ur fine, its all in your head, but i can't convince myself of that i truely believe its not all in my head but im open to all options. I just want me back, my normal fun, drinking, life. I don't wanna drink all the time but i do turn 21 in 1 montha nd would like to go out without FREAKIN out like a weirdo cuz i "can't breath" now last night i woke up at 3 am with our new puppy fed him, and went pee then tried going back to sleep. when i laid down i felt like i couldn't take the deep breath, only when i sat up i could get one occasionally. so i went in and took my puff of abuteral, well it didn't work at all, my head started hurting extremely bad like it has for 4 days now everytime i take a step i have a horrible pain in the top and back of my head, i tried taking my mind off of it so i took an excedrine and got the lap top to internet browse to try to calm down, but my vision was going in and out it would get blurry then normal so it freaked me out and i started feeling REALLY nascious... my head hurt, I felt really light headed, i almost fell over in the bathroom, i started puking but it was just dry heaving just a lil bit of my water came up, i felt so sick and i was shaking uncontrolably but wasn't cold, it was insane. I was freaking out thinking i was going to die and needed to go to the hospital, so i called my mom and she said its okay your fine just calm down ur not going to die, yadda yadda, but i just dunno what it is that is wrong with me and it's been 9 months of feeling like i can't breath and no doctors will do anything for me to figure it out. I've been feeling homesick lately, and kinda stressing out A LOT. about life, bills, everything. I've felt not good enough and ugh its just i dunno. has anyone experienced this and is this anxiety or am i just looking to hard for the answers. IF anyones experienced PLEASE write again, my email is [email protected] if you'd rather.