So I leave in an hour to go to my doctor and for some reason I'm nervous. I've been seeing her for 5 years but this time I'm getting anxious or something....my gut feels funny...
Maybe b/c I'm going to ask for a med change and I guess I'm really afraid what will happen with my mood... I always get angry and irritable when I lower my dose, etc. I get real snappy and I don't like it....
I also want to do something about my obsessive problem. It might not be that but when I dial my b/f and he doesn't answer, I get mad and call right back....like 5-10 times, then leave a nasty message. Theeeen I send text messages until he answers.... what do you call that?!?!?