update on machelle

well it looks like i won't have to go to the formal dinner after all, where short on money buying Christmas gifts and a new washer, we decided it would cost us to go out and buy new clothes and shoes, plus my car insurance is coming up and house insurance, i am kidda glad i don't have to go i was terrified, i don't like stuff like that i know i sound like a hermit, but i'm not into those things, some people love it and some don't. i am my worst critic , and i get so shy and uncomfortable around unfamiliar people. oh well i sound sad i know maybe one i will change