so ugly and pathetic and stupid. i hate every little thing about me it'll never end.. i'll always be the lonely ugly girl......
i'm 13. i feel so empty....
i have been crying every night for months. im in this relationship, and i just feel like im not anything. like he cheats on me. like he isnt even attracted to me anymore. i dont think he loves me...
and it's sad because i'm actually afraid to go to sleep because i never know what he could be doing... i...
i feel sad, pissed, depressed.. anything. everything. i mostly feel stupid. my boyfriend has been out at the park right down the street from my house since 5:00, and he's been hanging out with our...
the tears wont stop... my heart hurts.. why wont this go away? im so depressed it's happening all over again there's nothing i can do i'm so stupid.....
thank you, frances. in fact, thank you everyone who has posted for your help. all i need now is to find the will to stop drinking.. because when i think about it, i want it. it's an intense want....
i know the damages. i'm drinking at age 13 because it's fun and i love alcohol and my physical maturity is just as mature as my mental maturity. im not saying that i think im so mature that i can...
i answered 8 of 12 "yes". i dontknow what i should do. i cant put my parents into this, they will get mad at me and isolate me. if im even an alcoholic, i think can do this by myself. saturday...
i'm probably not posting in the right forum, but i think i'm an alcoholic.. i'm 13 and i drink every friday and saturday. i usually drink jagermeister (i think i drink the 12 oz bottle) and Four...
i could make up for every thing. i'm so sorry. i just wish i'll live long enough to hear you say it, too. this life is killing me...
it's like evry second of the day i have to be doing something. i feel restless, i need to move. if there's not much to do, i eat. i'm skinny; i'm 5'3" and 103 lbs. but lately all i can do when i'm...
that is great for you. but no, no. trust me. ive been trying my hardest, to the most of my ability(i hope) to go through with option A. i want to be happy with every inch of me, i want to! but its...
and i cant even explain all the emotions im feeling its like my ... skin is red hot! my skin is boiling and so is my blood and i want to ... i hate this and theres no way i can type harder than i...
NO ONE LISTENS! EVER!!!!!! DFGBFGDFKHJHDKHFJ i hate this. how stupid. i hate this stupid stuff i want an actual house and if i could cuss i would but this is stupid and wont let me... ugh whatever im...
i know it isn't.. but what am i going to do about it? i've tried everything, i've seen counselors but it just never went anywhere, they were all from school and i just keep on having panic attacks...
i might be able to see the counselor but i really don't want to. and yes she could, BUT i know my mom and dad do NOT want to understand, they don't want to hear me complain. i truly do 100% believe...
thank you.. i try, i have been, but it's really, really hard. harder than anyone will ever know...
i was diagnosed with it, yes. i am 13 years old, i can probably walk or take the bus. and i'm not sure about the clinics. my parent's really don't understand...
yes but i don't like my school counselor and my parent's dont want to pay for a psychiatrist or doctor or counselor. i haven't been to the doctor for a check up for about 9 years...
i'm not seeing anyone, we don't have the money and my parents don't think i need help with anything. i was prescribed anti depressants but no im not taking them. my family? no one listens. my sister...
i dont trust anyone. i dont think i ever will. the ones i love will never understand. so i of course like always have to resort to telling strangers of my pain because it seems like theyre the only...