I really thought that i was going to be ok but I now think I never really will be ok I just can't take this feeling of loss of hope. try to be happy and have short burst of joy but it quickly fades...
first off Ireally do think my sonis ok and happy and what i amabout doesn't bother him but it is killing me. 2 nights ago we were at the fair and went off for a while with a group of friends last...
Good Morning Pain, I made you your own thread..........named it How to stop the pain's post of August 8th. that way members will find your post. Thanks Kitt ...
About a month ago I was wher eyou are now. At that time I would never believe I wouls feel hopeful again. I know I will never be always happy But I am doing a lot better YOu just have to hold on. Do...
Doing better . I am trying to get back to eating right and running and see if I can get back to close to my old self. I really don't want to take meds. I guess because we have alcholoism in my family...
When I am feeling like this --i just want to get an incurable disease so it all can finally end. I don't want to live anothr 40 years if mylife is going to be like this. If this what I hav eto deal...
i was like this about 3 weks ago then I got to feeling better for about 2 weeksand now I am down again.. What I was wondering is --Is meds for life. I know it tkae time to find the right one but...
I meant to print this in the anxiety forum though I do wonder if I am bipolar sometimes I definitely have mood swings....
how do you stay asleep or get back to sleep. that is my problem I fall asleep with the tv on so I am thinking about the show not my life but I have start to wake up around 1-2 am .. I then start the...
I am trying to remember that it will all go back up again..life will seem better if I hold on. I was doing ok for a while but now I am as far down as I was befroe . I want to cry --i am so tense...
I have been in this cycle of anxiety and depression for about 3 weeks .. I usually if anything eat mindlessly. now I have no desire for food. i made myself eat dinner last night after not eating and...
Sorry to hear you had a tough weekend . Happy though that you have pulled yourself up. Definitely see a dr. All we can do is take it one day at a time and reach for help when we need it...
I don't know why but I am suddenly feeling like it is time for action. I am so tiredof feling depressed and anxious. my stomach has been in KNots and my chest tight for too long. Itis either make a...
HOw do you surrounded your life to god. I hear this in church allthe time and I really don't get it. I believe in god --I haven't been able to go to church without starting to get teary eyes. I was...
I am trying to stay in the now and not beat myself up over past mistakes and worry how they will impact our future. I just can't get the thoughts out of my head I am trying and I suceed for a little...
I could have wrote your post It fits me to almost a key .. From this and other places it seems that it may take a few tries to find one that works for you. I am hesitant becasue when I wa in graduate...
Thanks for allyour kind words and advice I am just so tired anothe nigh tof mainly being up. i do't know I just don'tknow I need to be bette I have 3 kids depending on me. I don't to cause them pain...
I am a mother and wife . I need to snap out of this my husband has been supportive he will listen but I hate being this way to him He doesn't undestand because he has never been depressed. He feels...
Happiness and contentment are possible. I have known many people--my husband for one. I myself never really. like said above my kids bring me joy for a moment but it doesn't last. itisn't really...
I have had IBS for 20 years. the symptoms vary at times. the biggest problem is pain and bloating. I am normally on the slender size but when i was bloated asked if i was pregnant. now that made me...
Thanks. I know people are far worse then I. It isn't that I think my life is bad--actually if someone looked at our life they would have no idea why I felt the way I do. I can't explain it --when I...
I amtrying to stay inthe present but i just can' seem to I woke up again tried to relax but after 30 minutes had to get up again at 4:00Am It makes no sense --I hate it--my husband is having to deal...
thanks for your words of encouragement. I know logically it will work out --we have a good income --have had some setbacks due jobs being eliminated in buyouts but have always manage tokeep our head...
I know some people can have true happiness. My husband is one of them. He recently on our 15th anniversary sent me a card that basically stated since the move up here --he is the happiest he has ever...
Erik no obligation it sounds selfish and shalllow and really makes me think why . I tis more depression then looking for a purpose...
i have read books--talk to professionals--nothing helps. I know logically all the I dread most likely won't come true. however it doesn't seem to matter because there is a part of me that just can't...
I just do't see the point of life. most people are stressed or depressed. running around just trying to survive. I am depressed I know. I get no joy out of anything I did . I may have a passing...
Thanks for all your support. I don't think talking to someone would help because it all makes no sense--me being sad. I have a great husband and 3 mostly happy kids. Finacially we are fine --my...
I sometime swant to go to a thrapist but I am afraid it will be used against me. i know it is suppose to be private but I am afraid someone would find out. Even though my husband says and I believe...
Hi new here. I am 44 and the mother of 3 kids who I love with all my heart. I have a husband who tries to understand but since my thoughts are none stop and logically don't make sense it is hard for...