You know who you are? A great guy who had some bad circumstances. I've been there too -- pushing people away and not knowing why. Being lost and alone, feeling like you have no one to talk to. You...
Hi Tilly, To give you a perspective from the other side, it's like being haunted by your own mind. I went through a similar experience with my last girlfriend -- one day wanting to be with her and...
I made a similar 'decision' as you about fifteen years ago -- my own father constantly chose his other child (now children) over my mother and I. For five years, I became isolated and turned to drugs...
I drank to smother my own depression for about 10 years -- until I got a DUI. The road is very hard at first but please keep in mind that is the conditioning of your past and society. Drinking...