Well, New year comes with same old crap. I feel like my life is getting worse because my family is un willing to acceptvwho I truly am....
Thank you both. This time of year is really tough on me since it isvtge anniversary of soo many deaths in my life. I usually try to hold in the pain, but I have you both to helpmmr in this struggle....
The check came in late this month, so it is all fixed now. I live in MA. However, I am still dealing with feeling worthless......
Hello all... I know it has been a long time since I last logged in, but I have no where else to turn. I may be evicted from my apartment soon because my landlord neglected to tell me about missing...
she is 10 years older than me and I love talking to her. she is my J-J. *blushes* we used to watch Jay Jay The Jetplane together and her nickname became J-J....
hello all, I have some interesting news. an old baby sitter of mine contacted me and began telling me things about myself only she could know. the thing is, she has been keeping an eye on me ever...
I will start volunteering again. puppies and especially big dogs always make me smile....
Trina: thank you for the advice... I'm still feeling kinda depressed... when we went to Denny's, a family came in for dinner. it reminded me that my family didn't want me for Thanksgiving......
*whimpers sadly* I just went to dinner with a close friend and my girlfriend... I enjoyed to time away from home, but when I got back, my Depression hit me hard......
well... just came back from Denny's. a close friend of mine drove my girlfriend and I to Denny's after hearing we weren't gonna have a Thanksgiving Feast. The meal was amazing! We both have left...
Chele: when that begins to happen at my stepdad's house, I know that I've stayed too long, so I make up an excuse to leave and get out of there. to quote a favorite movie of mine, 'time to get the...
Chele: The same thing happened to me last night. Jamie: thanks you soo much UA: you are a awesome person to lean on. to everyone: good/bad news. good news is my anxiety is gone. bad news is my...
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Jamie: no I didn't, I just forgot that specific fact... I haven't been on here since 2009... I am just soo shocked at everyone's acceptance of my gender identification on here... my real family...
Today is Thanksgiving and that means another Holiday meal at my verbally abusive stepdad's house. What makes this year worse is that my girlfriend and I now live together and are both going to the...
Trina: good choice on choosing you. if something is stressing you out, then stay away from it. you don't need that kind of pain, trust me. Dixie: *blushes* thank you for understanding and it's good...
The only tip I have for everyone is keep remembering all the times when you felt all warm and fuzzy inside from those happy memories. Chad...
AngelLisa: I am truly sorry for the loss of your husband. I wish the same for you. Chad...
UA: thanks. I thougt I was the only one who liked Trivium. they help me when I'm really depressed....
thank you bnotafraid. I will try....
thank you soo much everyone. I'm happy to have you all as my support group. I hope y'all get to have a good Thanksgiving and maybe some decent sleep. hugs to you all. Chad...
Joyce, Just take a deep breathe, everything will be fine. It took me a total of 6 tries to make my first pumpkin pie. This happens to everyone, and we are all here to support you as best we can. Chad...
Thank you both. I wasn't sure I would even be remembered it's been soo long. I have a total of 8 mouse traps set up... thanks for the advice anyway Karen. *hugs back*...
mmmmmmmmm! deviled eggs! *drools*...
In spite of all our daily suffering on this forum and in our lives, I hope everyone remembers to be thankful to be alive....
I finally began to drift off to sleep less than a minute ago, then wham! I hear the mouse scritching around......
expecting snowfall sometime today, mice living in the walls and carpets of my new apartment, my girlfriend and I are both sick and my Insomnia, Depression and Anxiety are all back with a vengance......
I hope everyone on here wasn't too worried about me... I've not been able to sleep since late October when a mouse infestation began in my 3rd new apartment... that's right, now 2 landlords have...
Thanks Jamie. I just looked at the last time I was on here and was shocked to see it was in 2009! 5 whole years ago! I guess I've just been holding in and ignoring my need for comfort... which I know...
thank you for hanging in there with me Jamie. Chad...
Hello all. It has been a very long time since I've come here seeking your guidance, but I need help... Due to winter arriving, thoughts of events in my past have begun to resurface. My parents...
grrrrr... another sleepless night.......
ok, will do ASAP...
Jamie, one major issue is I can't sleep... haven't for a month......
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Hello all... it has been more than a year I imagine... I am no longer on anti-Depressants and have found a girlfriend. However even with these breakthoughs, I still am Depressed. does anyone have any...
thank you all for your wonderful care. I really appreciate you all praying for me. I just finished reading a book that says brooding on good things, especially God is good for the soul. I will try to...
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sorry to hear about your doggy. I love German Sheppards. *Huggles* Chad...
Thank you all. Especially Kitt. I am in tears by how much love is on these boards....
Hello all. wow, it has been awhile hasn't it? I haven't posted on here in months it feels like. My Depression is getting worse with the weather and my back is NOT helping. Apparently, Titanium gets...
thanks all of you. your prayers keep my faith strong. Flaminjo, thank you for the advice. I have been meditating and praying for quite awhile now. talk to you all again soon. your brother in Christ,...
thanks all! I've been busy being a Senior in Highschool and am about to get sick again! My depression isn't much better and my nerves are all wacked out. PS: my generation of metal fans are called...
well, I've been diagnosed with The Flu....
Well all, it's me Chad. I have been re-diagnosed and the experts tell me I am Severly Depressed and also suffer from High Anxiety. Since Friday I have been home sick with an unknown illness. I've had...
I also suffer from nightmares. I get soo scared that I yell sometimes. Most of the time, I cry because, the nightmares are about family or pets who have died. Either way, I wake up sweaty and can't...
Sadly, things are worse. I sit with a girl at school and am too nervous to ask her anything. I blush when she's around and stutter with my words. I got a sore throught(?) and to top it all off, I...
Hey guys. It's me again. my life is getting bad fast. I get about 8 hours of sleep on weekdays, but still end up drained by noon. Not to mention I'm feeling really Depressed as of late. Not like...
Hey all! you'll be glad to know that I've accepted god as my Savior! :yeah:...
No Kitt, I have no meds. I am seeing a therapist, but it's mainly for school junk. I'm not sure what is causing my Depression, but I feel that you guys can help out. I am soo down lately that I would...