Hi everyone I dont know where to start, I say that line to my doctor everytime (ha). I've had a rough few days. I've been crying alot and have cursing GOD for this horrible, horrible illness he has...
Hi everyone its bella. Sorry I haven't been online but I've been busy helping my auntie and uncle. My uncle is suffering from lung cancer and is not doing to well, my auntie has Oestoporois in her...
hi everyone especially to Jaimie and Karen. Thanks for your warm wishes. I have been feeling much better the last few days. I hope things stay stong for me. My dog bella misses me every time I go...
Hi everyone I am not doing so well today. I feel so depressed and the tension in my head is excrutiating. I saw my carer today and he took me out for a cup of coffee. I saw my doctor yesterday and...
hello to everyone bella is back online. Ive been in hospital for the past 7 weeks. I've been very sick but am better now, its still a long road for me though. This is the first time ive used a...
Today I went to see my doctor and he told me I was very dizzy because I stopped taking my anti-depressents so he put me on duecene (Victoria Australia). He told me I felt like this because of the...
yesterday I took an overdose and an ambulance took me to hospital. I couldn't take it anymore, I thought I was going mad. My friend came and rang the ambulance and took me to Box Hill Hospital (which...
I came very close to overdosing today I've been very sick the last 3 days. The headaches are very bad at the moment. I have been so lonely today, I rang my niece today and she is coming over...
Hi Karen These headaches I am experiencing are purely physiological. The more tense and depressed I am the more I get the headaches. There are no medications or hot packs etc that can help them. I...
Hi Everyone I haven't felt at all well the last 2 days in fact I was ready to overdose this afternoon. The tension in my head is really bad today and yesterday I had the worse day ever. I cried all...
Thank you everyone from the bottom of my heart, but today I nearly did give up, I'm losing hope, I'm trying to me strong but this illness keeps beating me, I actually argued with god tonight, i told...
I went to GROW today and wasn't too bad and then I went to the shops to buy a new frame for my mum's photo but then I couldn't find my car and I started to get all teary till I saw a security guard...
I had a terrible setback today. I haven't felt this bad for a while I was so thinking about taking an over-dose but I had to laugh when my cousin said your not going to die when you take those pills...
Yesterday I seemed a little better, I did some housework and played with my dog, I even treated myself to a pizza for dinner. I spent most of the time on my p.c. and then decided to watch t.v. I...
I went to church today and prayed alot. My mother use to say I always feel good when I come out of church and I sort of felt like that today. I'm abit better than yesterday but I still have a long...
Hi Everyone I am so desperate that I don't know what to do anymore. I went to my doctor the other day and showed him what I have been writing to all of you so try and make him understand. He said it...
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Thank you everyone for your great advice. On top of my depression last night at 11 o'clock I had to ring an ambulance because I developed this sharp pain on my left side above my tummy. I was taken...
Hi Everyone This is Bella again and I am very tired of this depression that I have. Just when I think I'm on top of things I slowly go back downhill again. I think about my parents all the time and...
Thank you to everyone who responded to my letter. It was such a great relief to hear from all of you and giving me all your advice. Sorry I typed in capitals, it wasn't because i was trying to be...
I WILL PRAY FOR YOU EVERY NIGHT. BELLA23...
I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME. THIS PAIN IN MY HEAD IS WITH ME EVERYDAY. I FEEL LIKE IVE CREATED A MONSTER IN MY HEAD. IVE HAD BREAKDOWNS IN THE PAST BUT THIS IS UNBELIEVABLE. IVE GOT OVER...
DEAR JAMIE IVE BEEN EXTREMELY DEPRESSED FOR 1 AND A HALF YEARS NOW SO I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE WE HAVE TO REMEMBER WE ARE GOOD PEOPLE AND WE CAN GET THROUGH THIS. GOD WILL HELP US PRAY TO HIM...
I AM SICK OF BEING DEPRESSED. WHAT DO I DO. IVE HAD FOR 1 AND A HALF YEARS NOW....
I am really desperate I can't seem to shrug off this depression. My tension headaches are sometimes unbelievable, I just can't describe them to anyone. Sometimes I seem to be on top of things and...
hi everyone who took the time to give me some advice, i am having a friend type this as i have been able to read all the responses but unable to respond as i didnt know how to, she is showing me now...
THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT REPLIED TO ME about MY TENSION HEADACHES. I AM NOT SUICIDAL ANYMORE IN FACT I HAVE JOINED THE GROUP CALLED GROW WHICH IS VERY INSPIRING. I MUST TELL ALL OF YOU OUT THERE THAT...
Thanks to all the people who responded to cure my tension headaches but Im afraid none of that works. I have to self talk myself into getting rid of them. The last two days has been horrible I've...
hello , as a result of a recent breakdown i have been experiencing chronic tension headaches ,my psychiatrist says it is " a fear of the future" ..it is unbearable,excruciating pain inside my brain...
hi , im new to message boards ..i suffer with major depression and im wanting to connect with people who trully understand my words and thoughts (a community) will post more when i get a handle on...