So I've anxiety disorder Bipolar Borderline And severe depression To add to all this I'm diagnosed with hypo thyroid I'm 21. My exams are next week I can study and than feel tired so I take a break...
Thanks for responding. Yes he did abuse me a lot more but this one stuck on me. It was hurtful. We had a word a day or so back and he apologised for what he had said about my family but wasn't sorry...
I have been off healing well for quite sometime. Been taking counselling and medication for depression and trying to keep busy. Anyhow today I m back as I miss my HW friends who might just help me as...
I really wish to use counselling but my parents feel I'm doing all the loneliness act caz I want sympathy. I'm feeling so frustrated. Have so much to say but none to hear or understand....
A year has passed and I'm scared and lonely. I know I deserve what my bf did to me but I loved him alot I'm who I'm Caz of him I changed myself to become a loner for him but I wasn't good enough. I'm...
Anyhow over the next months I did everything I could to undo my mistake build trust but he put me through hell and day by day I was falling in depression. Feeling guilty. Hating myself. He forgave me...
Hi.... I'm so thankful for the support and concern. Makes me feel that there are people who will understand and won't tell me that I'm doing this for some pleasure or for sympathy. I wish to share...
Hallo.... I'm new on here....Well,I have been suffering from depression for past one year now,prior to it I did suffer from occasional bouts of breathlessness. The depression was triggered by a...
Hi ..... It's been quite sometime that I have posted.... Have been caught up with a few things here and there. I thought I was doing fine,turns out I was just avoiding the reality living in a...
Hi there..... sailing in the same boat. Hope you feel better soon. Try taking a nap.... :( hugs...
IM JUST SICK AND TIRED OF MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS CAREER AND HIS STRESS AND HIS PROBLEM AND HIS FAMILY AND HIS TENSIONS.....HIS HIS HIS HIS. ITS ALL ABOUT HIM. WHAT HE IS SUFFERING WHAT HE NEEDS. WHAT...
Hi Lindsay, How are you dear? So much hatred and pain at 16,isnt really good for you. It's a bad phase and you should allow it to pass. I know how it feels when our loved ones mock our state of mind....
Well the question says it all ! All around people talk of ideal relations and ideal ways to be in a relation. But real life is far from being idealistic. We face situations which don't get solved...
Hey Kitt, Yes I'm trying to avoid much discussions we haven't been talking much. Guess I should give him sometime. I'm still having trouble getting out of the house and doing things. I wish I could...
Hi Well it was always a double headed arrow for me. Not telling him made me feel like I was cheating him and was being with him without him knowing the truth,telling him I have risked the entire...
Hi Kitt, I had a breakup with my long term boyfriend in Dec. my boyfriend back than my best friend took care of me and well we started being together.I tried my best to not show him that I wasn't...
Hi I confessed to my boyfriend about not being in love with him for the first five months of our relationship. It was hard but I guess he understood what I wanted to say. He's hurt and feels...
Hi Daniel, How are you?Hope a bit better since the time you posted. I'm sorry to hear that the boy you feel for doesn't feel the same way about you. It's hard to accept that people don't feel the...
Hi Jamie Everyone who I have shared this with asks me to let it go,to get over it. But I dunno how to ! It's like we are in a long distance and each time I talk to him my mind says,"you are a cheat"...
I can't tell my guy and not telling him makes me feel guilty and that I dont deserve him .......
So been here for quite some time. I remember my first post to be about how I felt about cheating on the guy I'm seeing. For the background I started seeing my guy too soon after my break up on top...
Karen How're you? Glad to know you are doing fine. My email account got hacked and I lost your contact mail. Hope you are fine. Miss you on here. Hugs, Annie....
Hi ni, I'm sorry if I sound too curious but how old are you? Secondly,I agree with Frances and kitt, you haven't provided any basic information about yourself meeting some counsellor or talking with...
I'm a media student,I lost an year caz of severe depression and nervous breakdown,and I'm currently on a break. My uni. starts in a couple of months. The past one year I have been home,majorly...
Namaste Sandy ! :)...
Hey Siobhan, we share a fav. Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park shouts me out. I love the song it so related to people suffering from depression. Another song I love by LP is NUMB....
Hi Chica,( I like the name....) I'm sorry to hear you have to suffer from the pains of depression at such a young age. It's hard. Everyone here is there to hear you out. I'm myself facing a lot of...
Hey Sandy, Well you did some stuff this weekend. But you didn't tell what is it that you baked? I could suggest you some Indian recipe if you plan to cook up sometime again. :) I will try and get...
Hi sandy, How are you doing? I know what you are saying but it's just making me sick to be at home. Your point of reading reminds me I was a avid reader I would finish novels in one day. And now not...
Hi Well today I'm in a better mind set than the posts I have made before. Time and again I have been advised to start taking counselling,and I myself believe it would do me a lot good to have an...
Hi You know I realised while reading your message that you are saying and feeling exactly the same thing I felt two years back when I started being with the guy I love. He had no friends no social...
Hi Sandy, I'm sorry I hadn't seen the previous two posts,missed them :( I will check the book out and see if I can get it delivered at my place. It felt no different telling him to back off,it's an...
I'm not doing fine I mean as I mentioned earlier there are those days of highs and than a day of low. Everytime I hear my exs name or mere mention drives me nuts on some days. Today my dad blamed my...
Oh no no ! it's not for my past. It's for my grand father, mom and my best friend. The three people I love the most. They have been the biggest support in my life,and maybe the only reason why I'm...
i plan to get a tattoo soon which says the reason is you. its lyrics of a song called the reason,it would be dedicated to my grandad,my mom n my best friend....
Hey Sandy My session got canned,my gran mother is sick and I have come to her place. I had a crying fit in the evening,just remembered my ex again,but I didn't let it spoil more than an hour of my...
:) Well any songs that make everyone want to dance? I just got home from a evening of dancing ! It feels so much better ! :D...
Hey Kitt, I liked the song you pasted the link of. Im now downloading all the songs shared by everyone here. Hope you all like this one- (I made your link direct to the song. - Kitt :) )...
I have a few The Reason-Hoobastank Inside Of Love-Nada Surf Carnival Of Rust-Poets Of The Fall Bleed it Out-Linkin Park are the few that are played everytime I'm upset....
Recently there was a post about a song,which gave me a thought,why don't we share our "healing songs" or should I say the songs that helped us through rough days or songs that we hear when the...
Hi kitt It's like I'm positive and going fine and than suddenly at a odd moment I'm reminded of him and it's like falling offa cliff, I'm in the pits all low and crying and sleeping to avoid him at...
I think I'm inflicting pain upon myself at times by just thinking of him when I don't need to ! The damn love habits have been deep set in me. It was a relation where we would be speaking to each...
I'm scared It's not been long that I have been up and bouncing when I have fallen back in the put and guess that's what depression is all about :( I'll check out the song right away.......
Karen how're you ? Guess you could come on as it's the weekend. I will mail you soon my id has not been working.... :(...
Hi Sandy, I'm sorry replying late. I had been to another town with my family. It was a nice trip,I'm really tired. Anyhow, I agree that I haven't been very positive but I try my best to not be...
Hi Alysium, I'm sorry to hear about your break up! It just sucks to be left when you give your heart and soul to a person and the person just walks out and shows off his new muse without having so...
Hi Carmy, Firstly I too get anxiety attacks more like a feeling of being breathless I than hide myself by sleeping for days. I feel so much similar to what you feel. Apologising to people loving...
Hi.... I don't claim to know what love is or what relations are.... I just never was someone who would have sacrificed all I had for the one person I really cared about. Over time it became...
I'm 21. I'm a mass media student. I quit my college for my ex as he didn't want me to be in the field of media. So I left my college in my 4th semester,which was before I went to his city and he did...
I'm in the pit again,and it just started without a warning. Nothing was wrong till sometime back,and I suddenly felt my breathing slow down. An anxiety attack I suppose. It's just feeling insane. And...