hey karen, No I don't have to go & I spoke to my dad that I didn't want to go. He said its ok & I can stay here whatever I want. I was crying last night because its relieved but I didn't tell them...
I want to stop feeling anxiety mind or feeling...I'm so scared but I want to stay strong...how? I feel physical sick & cold when my mother tells me about going oversea & I don't want to go oversea......