beagleman

Thankyou all for your support Probably having a bit of depression and sociophobia-(feeling ive been judged). I know probing about peoples personal life is wrong but not everyone wants to hurt me. So...

To the curious. Curiosity that burns so much. The real reason i have no children is i was lonely without any relationships. So i feel shame so much i cannot explain. I feel better now i am in a...

Hello all Just posting a common topic about being judged. Hi im 57, male and while at work one of my work colleagues adked me if i have any children. I say no and he continues why not. I try yo...

hi Brimmer I had my surgery December 4 2017 I was leaking alot up until 3 to 5 months post surgery. Healing takes a long time....

Hello carol I am not a long term member. But I guess in the last 12 months have improved and I have much remission from anxiety and depression. So in the good times I examine what is pushing my...

Hello, haven't posted for a long time, I'm doing well, I had major depression for about 12 months, now my life is much better. I will update my post later, life is good,...

Hello,I I Hi, I haven't posted for a while, busy enjoying my life with flora, we are now alot closer, and love each other alot. I will try and post again soon. To all, thanks for you'd he'll, I will...

hello Karen, my holiday to vanuatu was great, sunny everyday except for the last day. it was good for me, gave us time to sort out a few issues and we had a few minor minor arguements. I love Flora a...

Last time at floras place i was there for 4 days. It was a great time, but unfortunately for me I got the flu (cold). I was sneezing, coughing, shivering and flora was so kind, she gave me hot milk...

Spent the last 4 days with flora, wehad a lot of fun together. I was sick for a few dyas with a cold and flu symptons, flora was very nice and helped me stay warm at nights and helped me get...

hello argh, i used to get panic attacks, you know the most important thing to realise is no matter how bad you feel you are not going to die. once you realise this you can go ahead and do the things...

Hello Karen, just checking in. Flora asked me if i could go on holidays with her for a week to vanawatu, I think this is part of micronesia. Anyway I said I would love to go on holidays with her, if...

Hello Karen, i actually met Floras parents today, they seem like really ncie people. Her mum is really easy to get along with, her dad is rather quiet and reserved. Me and flora went to a restaurant...

Hello Lovers spit, I dont know you but you sound very nice. I guess I denied myself a lifetime of love and intimacy and now it means so much to me more than any money or anything in the world. To be...

Hello Karen, things are going really well with me and Flora and every time we meet or during our dating she is saying she loves me. Ok, with our sex it is getting better, I was reading up about...

Hello Karen, I think I am still learning new things. When I spoke to my urologist about my libido, he told me physically I am fine and it is related to your head. Since then i have thought about this...

Thankyou very much for your love, you didnt have to say it, I already knew it from your kindness and compassion but it does mean alot to me. The other day when I finally said no to Helen I thought to...

Hello Karen, I havent posted for a few days, I spent most of my weekend with flora. On friday we had a walk on the beach and a dinner. On saturday we went to a movie and later had drinks at her place...

Hello Fleur, I used effexor and lost weight, other side effects sexual dysfunction, on the positive it had a strong initial effect to stop depression. other meds i tried avanza, this was useful in...

Hello karen, have a few ups and downs, Ok had a good valentines day, we had a meal at a restaurant, It was a short date but very nice. Flora loved my gifts and her gifts were also good. I guess Flora...

Hello Karen thanks again for your wonderful surport and endless enthusiasm. I guess i have been off effexor for about 1 week now. Almost no physical effects now but I am having more depression. I...

Hello Karen, hello all that support me on this site, I seen my psychologist today, she feels i would benefit with 75mg effexor, half the dose I was on, I said I will try to remain off effexor and...

Hello Aaron, I am probably the opposite end of the scale to yourself, I tend to feel everything. Ok the bad points when I am sad, depressed, it is really abysmal. I see the homeless and really feel...

Hi Jaimie, about 18months ago I had nerve entrapment in my neck. No pain medication would work, to sleep I would lay in bed, with the light on all night, Tv on with sound down and I used a hot water...

Hi Karen, I have tried viagra, in the laeger dose 100mg it is beneficial. I will try it again soon just to see if it is working better. Flora seems patient and is willing to wait. I have purchased a...