Thats a good question :( she probably doesnt even remember me and here i am worlds biggest push over. Im deluded and living in a fantasy world in my head sometimes daydreaming about the old times...
And i dont enjoy doing anything at all. and Xmas is right around the corner its a happy time of year but all i can think about is this time last year we was close. i was happy. life was better. I was...
I'm not a very social person and my friends have left my life in a fast way since the break up by me realising im better off without them or to just growing apart. i got to work... It keeps me busy...
I'm trying to hold on but im still really low :( admittedly i felt better at points since i posted but i always manage to slip back into the deep. Today i turned on my xbox 360 for the first time in...
If the problem lies somewhere else then why am i empty since we broke up why do i get angry towards her for leaving and clearly have some serious depression stopping me from having the drive to do...
Its not really stalking if i message her after months of no contact just to say hi. The thing im afraid of is she will tell me shes with someone or that she doesnt care. But im borderline suicidal...
I really want to message her... It's been so long since i said anything to her...
Hi i posted here some time ago going through one of the worst patches of my life and it's still going on now.... It all started when i split with a GF about 11 months ago and when it initially...
So i caught a train again yesterday (friday) told her i was coming by text so this time she definitely knew i was coming but i was left stood there for 2 hours hoping she would come. if that doesnt...
i really wished that was true but when i didnt bother texting her for three weeks she didnt even bat an eye lid which means she doesnt care anymore right? i wish i didnt need her to make me happy but...
smurf you sound like a strong person! i usually am too but this is breaking me and thnx for showing support :) i know im coming off needy but its hard to just not contact her when she is what i need...
i really aint coping at all guys :( i read what you said and even though you do have it harder than me it doesnt make my situation any easier and ill you are right im the romantic type and when i...
when i met her things were good she seemed happy to see me we hugged alot talked about anything and everything. i felt good after she was texting me too but then she just started blanking me again :/...
i dont know if this is an extremely dumb move but i've decided im gonna catch a train to see her im not gonna knock on her door but im gonna write to her on facebook saying im gonna arrive at a...
no we stopped talking for a little bit once cause we was disagreeing but i missed her and made contact again she said she missed me too but needed to think and i was afraid of being hurt and got a...
what you two said about it hurting her i hope you two are right cause it brings a slight comfort, not that i want her to hurt but to think that maybe she did care as much as it seemed. a friend also...
Hi guys this is my first post here and i hope i can find some help or advice here that will help. it's been a couple months now with what feels the most sever depression i've ever had and it all...