Hi again everyone, I just wanted to thank those of you who gave me support and I appreciate your prayers and well wishes. The tests came back fine. I'm 22 weeks now, more than halfway there.. Between...
So I have been lurking over here for a few days, just thought I'd post an update to let everyone know I'm here and still alive (mostly)! I ended up going to the abortion clinic when I was 12 weeks...
Gypsy, it did comfort me to read what you wrote. I thought I was going completely crazy, but I was relieved to see I'm not the only one who's had these extreme feelings and thoughts about being...
It really is a harder decision than I ever anticipated. I had an appointment at the clinic scheduled for tomorrow morning that I cancelled. I'm just not ready to let go yet.. this being my first...
I think you're an awesome person Jamie. It's just part of the journey.. struggling, falling.. getting back up again....
Hi everyone, Thanks for your thoughtful and compassionate comments. I just had my ultrasound yesterday and all we could see was a yolk sac. I am estimated to be 6 weeks along, but there was nothing,...
Thank you for sharing your story Pitmom. I hope I can be as courageous as you....
Thank you so much. :) I needed to reach out to you guys... I am not ready to tell friends and family yet. I talked to fiancé on the phone before he went to go put more job applications in. It was not...
He said he is 100% behind what decision I make. He has always wanted children. I know it's not the right time but I am devastated. I may be idealizing the situation and denying reality. But I know...
So I missed my period this month and didn't think too much of it because since I've been on meds it has been a little irregular. I bought a home pregnancy testing kit and it came up positive. In a...
Thanks for all your replies. I'm always in overdrive and my mind needs a break from time to time. I tend to forget that....
So I apologize in advance for the incoherence of this post but I've steadily noticed my memory is getting cloudier by the day. Unless I make new experiences, any past memory, it could be as close as...
Yes, I had that too. The waiting period for Lamictal to kick in was very hard for me. After several weeks and dosage increases it started working. Hope you feel better soon....
I think Lamictal is a good med. A few months into it, I had a skin reaction that ended up being unrelated to Lamictal, but it was still nerve-wracking at the time because everyone talks about the...
This is just what I needed to read right now. Thank you Turtle. :)...
So I know I have been kind of m.i.a. lately. I hope you have all been doing okay. I thought I was beginning to get my life back to normal. Yesterday, I went to the doctor because I felt ill and had a...
As you can see, you're not alone in this fight, Turtle. I couldn't put it any better than how you described it. It does build character and make one stronger though. Life is hard enough as it is and...
Good, I'm glad you could rest, turtle. Sounds like you had an interesting day. I finally slept all night too, and it feels weird! I'm not used to sleeping so deeply. Enjoy your day! :)...
Thanks for all your input. I told him in no uncertain terms that I'm going to finish school here. He will either find another job or move back to Florida. I think he is leaning towards staying. In a...
I really don't know. We're both in transitory periods of our lives. For me, that alone is provoking extreme anxiety. We were long distance for a year before he moved up here. His job is temp til nov....
Hope it passes soon, Jamie. :) Sending good thoughts....
Hi, everyone, I know I just posted the other day but my account got deleted along with all my old posts. This is my first post with my new username. Anyway, I think I am spiraling. I got engaged a...