I GUESS in a way ive always been a giver and that due to my low self esteem i dont feel like im worthy of someone loving me like you have described.. I would love it im sure but am so not used to it...
thanks everyone for your feedback.. It pretty much goes without saying that most people i talk to tell me the same thing.. 1. u cant look for love.. 2. dont seem desperate. i know they are right.....
I am new to this forum and let me tell you I am thrilled to see that there are sites such as this where one is able to express oneself and get good advice from others.. many of which are in the same...