dear restless, im so sorry that u have been through such a hard time. i hope things will get much better for you soon. my prayers are with you....
thanks guys. thanks so much for the attention. i just wake up today. it's 10am now. i was supposed to go to hospital for my maternity appointment 8am this morning. but i didn't feel like going. i...
Im 13 weeks pregnant now. my bf is still not yet divorced. we've been wanting this baby, especially me as i wanted so much to be a mom anc care my little baby. im feeling depressed again. it's worsen...
I'm here again. In this island of my doom. Where all I can see is darkness and all I can feel is hurt. Never thought I would be feeling this way again. This evil pain is worse and cruel than before!...
hi Ron. i salute u for ur strength! im 21. was dx'd with depression only last year june. but i think i've been living with it since my very early teens. i had the suicide thoughts since i was young...
Does anybody know what sodium valproates really does for depression? I dont understand why i was prescribed with it. I asked the doctor once and he said it's for the 'hi' mood. but i don't think my...
my counsellor said to me, 'maybe you don't pray enough that you develop evil things in yourself' (evil things he means is depression) for a second i thought i was in a church!...
hi victoria. i'm fine. sorry to make you guys worry. sooper is right, i have been staying in my room for the past few days. i didnt even go to class or left home. i kept sleeping during the day and...
Im going down. really really down. cant hold on anymore. a lot of thanks to everyone that had been such a great friend to me here. thanks for all the great advise especially elisha....
Thanks elisha. it feels very good to find out that there is someone who understands me which i never thought i would find before. I still not go to see my doc. When I decided to go to doc the next...
thanks guys for the reply. really appreciate it. guess it's true that it's not the real me. Coz it feel's like i'm watching a drama of myself. my fiance said I can control myself if I really want to....
Yes. i think im paranoid. im paranoid of him lying on me. cheating on me. leaving me. It drives me crazy. I was not like this before. i know Im getting too much on him, I mean Im smothering him more...
Yes ShynSassy. It feels harder to get back into the shell once we leave it. I have been feeling depressed since my early teen but was only dx'd last year after my suicide attempt. For me, the shell...
firstly, hi confused7 and welcome to HW!! Well, it sounds like depression but i'm not an expert on this. I'm sorry that you're going through such a low feelings. You're not alone, i do feel the same...
I agree with Joan. People tend to be less nice about mental-problem. So I too feel safer in my shell. My true feelings, the feelings that i have inside,I think are more to an annoyance for others. I...
I'm happy for you Akram!! Glad to know that you're gettin better. Keep it up!! I wish you all the best and good luck!! -Jane-...
ECT - Electroconvulsive Theraphy. am i right? When I was hospitalized last year, they did talk about considering ECT for me but my parents refused to sign the paper as we were not clear about it and...
Hi Godsgirl! Welcome to HW. Luvox (Fluvoxamine) is the latest and best antidepressant according to my doctor. Was on it before they switched me to prozac as the hospital ran out of stock for Luvox...
First of all, welcome to HW sad-ex! I agree with brownleaf and atedogs that he may be suffering guilty feelings. I always feel like breaking up with my fiance too. I dont want to hurt him with my...
I didn't know that actually Ambien is Stilnox! LOL! Well I was on Stilnox last year but not for long. Maybe one month and a half. It was ok but like cass said, our body get used with the drug. So my...
Thanks bethany for your reply. Really appreciate it. /community/emoticons/sad.gif Duno why but i'm feeling so down now. The day was ok but i suddenly started to feel low few hours ago. I hate moment...
Reading everyone's posts, i feel like going back on meds for my depression. The thing is, I don't like my doctor! Ok, let me make it clear (actually I don't know how to explain it). well, at my place...
Hi Narianna! How are you doing? Hope you're feeling better. Here's a smile for you - /community/emoticons/smile.gif Oh yes, i never seen you in chatroom. You don't like chatting?? -Jane-...
Thanks for your advice James. Really appreciate it. I like the last line - tomorrow is not here till then. Again James, like me, I know I have problem, took meds but stopped taking it as i think they...
I agree with Narianna. I'm feeling the same too mcbhaff. I want to get better but a part of me like has already get used with the life I had. It's like I fear to find myself so happy and free from...
oh okay... so i was wrong. I thought they're the same. Lol! Sorry anyway....
Oh yes! I do write my feelings down when I'm depressed, angry, etc. And yes, my words are nasty and hurtful but so far I managed to keep all the writings to myself coz sometimes I feel better after I...
Hi James! From what I read about your description about her, she sounds like she has BPD. But this is from my point of view only. I'm no expert. I said so coz that's exactly what I did to my fiance....
my doctor prescribe me with Valium (Diazepam) then Lorazepam for my sleeping difficulties. They're more like a muscle relaxant or sedative. But they're habit forming drugs and you may become...
Hi and welcome to HW! I don't know about Paxil as I was never on it. As for prozac, I'm on 40mg. Yes you may suffer some side effects but it will gradually lessen after a certain period of time. My...
when i first c my psychiatrist, he mostly asked me about what I feel. We talked about my problem and in the end he prescribed me some meds. sory i don't help much. Good luck! -Jane-...
Hi Dan! Shell's right. Please don't isolate yourself much. Really, when you are alone you are capable of doing anything to yourself. Especially when you're really depressed and stressed. When you...
I know exactly how you feel Narianna. Many good things happened but none can make us happy. Feeling so down and tired of everything. Faithless and helpless. Then feel sick at myself for being...
Thanks Elisha. I just hope I can get better and stop hurting the people who loves me. I guess I should try harder to fight me. And thanks for the link. I'll check them out. Sick Of Meds, thanks for...
Hi! well, I'm also feeling at you. I have Chronic Major Depression. Sometimes I withdraw from the world and spent all the times crying in my dark locked room. And sometimes I too cry suddenly without...
i was on prozac too and supposedly still on it but I stopped taking it after my extreme Prozac overdosage end of january. I give up as it didn't help for me. well for the withdrawal side effects, i...
I hate myself. Yes. I hate me. I hate me for who I am. Why can't I feel better?? Nothing seems to help. Meds, counselling - they're just a waste of time for me. I'm 20. I'd been diagnosed with...