This last few weeks have been pretty bad . Trying to do things on my own has been really hard I know I don't want my daughter in my life atm ,she has caused so many problems for the past 23 years and...
Thanks karen , I have spent the whole day avoiding my family I'm so disappointed as a mother and a member to my family I just do not want to around any of them even my two little grand kiddies who I...
Recoverymetoday can see what I have been thinking of as I said earlier. But this forum has been a safe place for me to come . I commend the moderators in all the forums . Like most of us they have...
Recoverymetoday you are the only one who can see what I am thinking . My family have been so blind to what's been happening . Even when I tell my husband he still does not get it . Firstly to me my...
There is no sanity left in my life I have been existing for others for such a long time nothing is left inside to give anymore. For the past two years I have been trying to explain to hubby that our...
Well I just topped off my day . My daughter won't leave home so tonight I told my hubby of over 33years I want to leave . I just can't take it any longer . I have no idea where I'm headed but I...
Thanks , I definitely am not going to see any more drs psychs or and other medicals . I'm over the lot of them . They all have some sort of advice but they just don't understand that while living...
It's been quite a while since I have been in here. Life has been such a struggle . For a while I was travelling along ok with the help of a psychologist who understood everything . No I'm without her...
Hi, Im back again . So much has gone on since my last visit to Heallingwell . But to cut things short my life is so stuffed up not much more can go wrong. Each night I sit and write in my journal as...
Hi Karen and all, After all of yesterday's fiascos I thought that today was going to be a bit quieter. What possessed me to think that I have no idea . The grand kiddies and their mum turn up around...
Karen , I gave up looking after the baby kangaroos a few years ago its just so hard with my arthritis and in the end the countless arguments with my daughter over them made the final decision . I...
Evening Karen , (It is in my home ) Last night was not a good one but today had a wonderful meeting with the dr it took over an hour most meds have been increased and some have changed I got a few...
Hi Edelem, I've had RA for a while now but not long after being diagnosed I had severe pain in both my wrists but the right was worse . As it turned out I had severe carpel tunnel in both I just...
Thanks Loretta, Today I overdid it as usual with the little kiddies walking too long on the crutches tonight I know it good and well . I don't sleep much at night just rolling over takes so much . I...
Hi Karen, Hey you didn't get older the world is just moving too fast these days it takes me ages to get anywhere especially on these crutches . Today we took the little girl I care for along with my...
Angelic_victory , I can assure you families are not always there for you I found that out myself they will definitely be there for you if they want something that you can be assured of . What helped...
Thanks for the welcome back everyone , as for my sister I talked to her last night she said she feels so much better that's its over they removed two tumours and will get the result next week as to...
Karen if I did write what has been happening in here it would not be printed if you know what I mean . Life has been a real struggle in more way than enough . I have my up and my deep downs I have a...
Hi, to all those who I use to speak to it has been a long time and so much has happened . For the past few years all I have done is live on medication and had weekly acupuncture for one thing or...
Angelic_victory, My little grandson bought me an iPad for looking after him . I use it all the time to write my thoughts fears and plans in it the only one who has the password to it is my councillor...
Angelic_Victory, I was so lucky that my daughter wanted me to be with her at the birth and her partner couldn't of been more pleased not to be there. At the time I was so deeply depressed and had...
Hi getting by , It has been a long time since I have been in here so much has happened but some things never change unfortunately . My mother in law has just had a total hip replacement this morning...
I've been here a few years ago along with my shadow friend depression somehow I just can't seem to loose it . Even though many times I have tried but we are still together . No doubt a lifelong...
I was diagnosed with RA several years ago the specialist has tried so many medications to get it under control . One lot ended me in hospital in liver failure for a few weeks .but it's not too bad...
Golitho the dr mainly thinks a lot is " stress " but i`m under no more stress than i have been for years . Iam to frightened to do anything as the heart rate increases more .The gp went through my...
Courtney.... i dont blame myself for the drs accident it was all his own doing ,he works seven days a week and all day far too much when there is no need for it there are four other drs here now but...
Thank you for your replies . The worst thing for me is i live in a fairly remote country town and our medical resourses are something to be desired . To see this current Rheumatologist it`s a 600km...
I was diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis earlier this year after seeing eight orthopaedic specialists until finally i was diagnosed .the first treatment i was put on was Prednisone 60mg daily along...
For those who know me i have many issues to deal with in my life.Depression has moved back in well infact it`s been back for a while but have been trying to ignore it .At the moment it`s taking over...
Hi Jamiee i was on Imovane for sleep problems and the side effects were really bad one night i took it and the next morning my family ( hubby ) said i was ferral last night all he and my kids would...
This week i had my check ups with the gynocologist and oncologist . Things are much the same having the surgery has not removed the abdominal pain the past few days it has been getting gradually...
Hi , Just a very quick note as tonight i feel awful .I was in so much pain with my face this afternoon i took some morphine and it has made me so sick . I have seen both the gynocologist and the...
I know so much has gone on in my life in the past few years but tonight i`m stiing her and i really do not know how i actually feel . the drs have told me so much is going on an now they tell me i...
Well here it is three weeks since my surgery and the last lot of injections .I would dearly love to say life is and has been a bed of roses .but thats only dreaming . I spnd a day washing and folding...
April i admire you for your get up and go .To go back to work is a big step .Just take it easy the first day would of course been the worst .try breathing slowly when things start to build up .And...
Jamiee having the second lot of needles was definately not like the first lot atleast they were tollerably .the second ones had to be put in at an odd angle and that was just so painful .But when...
Morning nasalady , Everyone is different and have different problems with each drug .I was on fentanyl patches for a while but found they were released into my system really fast in the first day but...
Hi Michael definately not in US i`m an AUSSIE and i live in a remote part of n.s.w so no matter where we want to go we have to travel in the past year or so it`s well over 25,000 km so far just to...
Just a quick update as i cant sit here for too much longer .Surgery was a lot more complicated than first thought and too so much longer in theatre than expected .I was due to go home that after noon...
We arrived home ok the trip was a bit slow as we had to make many stops .nothing nicer than being at home too bad my son was not a bit tidier .but i just can`t do anything for a week then gradually...
Latest update sorry it has taken so long but so much has gone on .Surgery was a lot more complicated and ended up in surgery for a lot longer than the dr imagined the mass was connected to many...
A very quick update as i have to prepare for my next adventure the removal of the mass on friday .Hubby and i will go down tomorrow so it will not be a middle of the night run to get to the hospital...
Hi just a short update .I finally arrived home after being away for a week .I saw my gp here today and he is not satisfied with how the injections went he wants them repeated again so not i`m booked...
Hi Straydog ,My surgery is booked for the 5th of February over here and all th driving i`m doing before the surgery i actually drove all day today left home at 8am and arrived here at 6:30pm such a...
Thanks Karen and Jamie .I actually had a reasonable trip and yes my car has great airconditioning .I left home at 8am and arrived here at 6:30pm so it has been a very long day .I have my inlaws home...
This past week i have had seven injections into my spine in a bid to reieve some of the pain one side has been recieptive but the left side is still causing a fair bit of pain .I`m just so over all...
Morning all well it`s a few days since i recieved seven injections ( the dr told me it`s just like acupuncture but believe me it`s not i had acupuncture the day before and it never hurt near as much...
Thanks Jamiee i do hope they get it all this time and it`s all over with as it`s the last time i`m going to go under the knife again next time too bad i have had enough . Snowflake...