I know serafena, and believe me I have learned my lesson. I never really considered it a death joke, but now looking at it I guess it really was, and I apologize. I did try the hotline and it was...
Okay, After about 2 weeks after posting it's been alot better; My grades are mostly Bs at the moment, which is good. I've basically been trying to stay out of everyones way, and it's been alot...
If you think that was horible, nothing could've matched this. My English teacher, as you know, was planning to be my confirmation sponsor. Today was a very good day; everything came out right until...
Oh, and I neglected to mention, I've been diagnosed with untreated manic depression...
I'm sorry it's taken me so long to reply. So much has happened over the past week that I can't even begin to explain. I'll try to explain this the best way I can right now. Last Thursday was a tough...
Realizing it? I started having some depressed feeling when I was about 10 to 11 years old, but I thought I was to young to be depressed. I kept these secrets hidden till this year, and I am now 14....
Hello Shy, Let me start by saying that you are not a horrible mother, not even close. Everyone makes mistakes. As a teenager, I know how stressful adolescence can be,. For your son being 17, I can...
Oh, forgot to add this; I had another nightmare last night. My friend(who's been going through depression for about a year now) and I were in a fast food/ carnival. The fast food place was kind of...
Yesterday, they started to gain up on me, saying things like; "Why can't you just be normal?" or "Why do you have to screw everything up?" This is from the people who gave me life. See how much they...
Yes, they do know, and take no action what so ever Yesterday, they started to gain up on me, saying things like; "Why can't you just be normal?" or "Why do you have to screw everything up?" This is...
Today was horrible; Absolutely horrible. The girls at school are spreading rumors that I'm bulimic, which is getting on my last nerve. I do go to the bathroom alot but it's only to calm down every...
Nothing really; I just slept alot, but I did help my mother plan her Halloween party. Tommorow is Monday, so I have to go back to the real world. I'll keep in touch -Ciddy...
Hello all, Suprisingly, I've been able to sleep, and I've been doing that alot lately. I'll be off to school in about 20 minutes, and I couldn't say this with more exasperation; TGIF. All I'm...
It was a better day; uneventful really. I'm still exhausted. I'm having trouble getting to sleep, as tired as I am. I didn't take my nap today either. I better have some warm milk or something......
All I want to know is what's wrong with me and how to get better. I don't want to feel this way anymore. Maybe I am just letting it get the best of me; I've never been this irrational. Maybe I just...
Yeah, they've talken to me. The english teacher seems okay, but I hate how my Literature teacher makes me feel. I can't do or say anything now. I have told my parents and they think it's just...
This past week has been absolutely terrible; The nightmares have gotten so much worse that I'm afraid to g to sleep. They were usually about people "losing faith" in me and people I love turning...
Today hasn't gone well; I told my English teacher about everything, and she wants me to go back to the councilor and is going to call my mom tommorow after school. After that, I don;t know what...
To tell you the truth, I'm scared to death of telling her. I mean, I never told anyone "the whole story" before. I have discussed it with a couple people, but have never been very open about it. Now...
Thank you Serafena =) I acually love to write. I always have...
It's not that I'm embarassed by seeing the school conselor, I just plain don't like her. She said it was depression, but I have a gut feeling that it's something more than that. I will try talking to...
Okay, so I told my parents; They still think I'm just a regular hormonal teenager. So what I'm gonna do is tell my English teacher, who is also my confirmation sponsor. I told her I was depressed...
[b] . Lately, with all the stress from school, the anxiety, and the depression made me so sick to my stomach I acually make myself throw up (I really hope you can't count that as bulimia...)...
I just turned 14, which isn't exactly a kid, but compared to alot of people here I guess I am. Oh well -Ciddy...
I have told my parents, they said "You're just an average teenager. Everyone at your age feels that way." I told them this probably 6 months ago. They see how I'm acting now, and pay absolutely no...
Thank you very much Granny and best wishes to you and your grankids =)...
I know exactly how you feel. Alot of what you just said has been going on in my life too, and I'm probably alot younger than you (not implying that you're old, I'm only a kid) But I have been to a...