Thank you. I'm ready to boot him out again. And I'm calling to have him removed if he doesn't. He hasn't shown up yet. I was cleaning today. Past couple weeks I luckily found anxiety pills laying...
I feel like there is no light at the end of my tunnel and I just keep digging deeper. I really want to just give up. I can't take anymore. My anxiety and depression led me down a long road of...
Thanks SC. I'm having a rough morning due to what and how much I ate. I guess also adjusting to the Prozac. It's not making me feel very well. I'm not exactly nauseous all the time but just don't...
I'm sorry. I hate that I'm always posting my problems. I wish I was in a better place to help others but I'm not. I feel like I just keep sinking. My life is a total abyss. I've gone on about my...
I'm Getting a server error:( I'm Trying to eat crackers and it's making me panic more. But I thought it might shut my stomach up...
I'm Here. I'm Having issues too. You ok? What's going on?...
I just can't calm down. I was bad last night. I fell asleep and then woke up hungry. Ate some granola and my stomach got upset. So today I was really gassy I suppose. I keep thinking I picked up a...
SC. I was kind of fine. The thoughts never end. I had 2 bad panic attacks today. Then fine. Came back to my cousins house. I thought his daughter was sick. Me and my boys freaked out and started to...
I'm Planning on heading out of town with the kids tomorrow. I'm having a battle with my phobia, mind and body. I don't want to disappoint my kids again...
I'm just so lonely. And I feel so empty. And he's all I know and it's hard. If it was a friend Id say NEVER speak to him again! Stay away! Danger ahead! It's just hard. And he continues to hurt me....
Geesh. Ok. So me and my husband have been talking. Over a week now. Considered counseling and working on things. Yet I'm the only one who says anything nice. And I'm quite fed up. I might as well be...
Hi. Thanks. I ended up driving myself to urgent care. My co pay with my insurance is immediate $350. I showed up. Signed in. Sat over an hour before they checked me in. There was only 5 people in the...
I know most of it is panic. Which is why I try hard on breathing exercises. But when it hits me like that it's hard to do anything. I was having problems before I figured panic. But they kept getting...
I'm Sorry if this gets too long. Not sure if it will. Past few days I haven't been feeling right. I've considered going to ER but don't want to pay a huge co pay to be told it's panic. These aren't...
So I had a scare. But saw the doctor today and feel a bit relieved. I had a bad EKG then a bad ultrasound. Got tested again and then doctor said I was ok. Went from bad heart rhythm. Had ultrasound...
It was difficult finding a doctor. Seems like if you have to buy your own insurance the worst treatment you get. I went on the insurance website to search for doctors. All led me to county doctors...
Well beta blocker seemed to help a bit today. But I made an appt with a different doctor. I found out the doctor I saw was out of network so I'm going to be billed something crazy 😡. I told them I...
I been in and out of doctors and urgent care centers for 2 or so years with this problem. I get dismissed majority of the time because of my age or I'm told its anxiety. I finally had things checked...
I posted a couple weeks ago about my bad EKG and blood tests. Today was my follow up with that and the doctor forgot I was there and rushed my appointment. I asked him about my tests. But he could...
Hi happy turtle. I see you're on both? Haha. I been ok. Only time I actually panic over it is when it starts to hurt or something else happens. I was just hoping someone had some info. I'm Going...
I wrote this in anxiety group because it had me scared. But I thought Id pop in here. I'll give a bit of history. I'm 33, mom of 3 boys. My problem started Im guessing 2 or so years ago. I have bad...
Thanks SC. Yeah I'm sure I'm not. But it's good to have it either way instead of being scramble brain and looking for each document. I'm Having such a bad attack right now. My little one didn't eat...
Yeah well anything pretty much these days is treatable. But I'm also one of those who doesn't watch out for themselves. When I'm told to take it easy or relax I just can't. I push myself beyond my...
Yeah I'm just going to wait. I know if it was serious they'd call me in. I scheduled my appointments after my appointment a week ago. I been not worried about it as much today. I know I'll be ok....
I don't know yet. Each test I got yesterday, my result led to another test. First blood, EKG, then ultrasound, then echocardiogram. The guy doing the test kept giving me funny looks which made me...
Thanks. I guess in a way I already had health anxiety due to having phobia of vomit. But yuck. Anyway.... I just marked it all up to anxiety. And I guess you can't. But after the tests yesterday. I...
So I had a checkup with the doctor. Since I haven't been seen in awhile he ordered some blood tests and a EKG. I went in today for my tests thinking an in and out situation. It's just a blood test...
Luckily it isn't a crazy amount. Yet a good amount someone like that guy wants to get his hands on to invest. He already invested some. So hopefully I can get an appointment soon with a financial...
Thank you. Eventhough I know I had to move on and away it's still hard. But for the first time in a long time I feel like I can breathe. I just hope he didn't go back to using. Sad to say I'm not...
Maybe long. Not sure. So sorry in advance. I feel like the last 2-3 months have been my living hell. So I was slowly moving into my grandmas house. Me and my husband agreed on divorce. But he would...
No...... He thinks everything is ok and we're moving in together over there. He was doing nothing but complaining about the house yesterday. I was like who friggin cares if it's small and needs...
My dad is 100% disabled vet. He is manic depressive bi polar, with major depression and some other mental issues. Honestly in the neighborhood he's in. It would cost more to fix his house than I...
He is a heavy drinker too. Problem is he hasn't given up. I'm the only person who supports him. But he doesn't want it. He wants it from the people who live with him and his girlfriend. And none of...
I'm Gonna sound selfish for a minute. But trust me I am concerned. So I took my dad to the doctor yesterday. Now starting Wednesday last week he was complaining of fever and chills for a few days...
Thank you. Guess that's what I needed to hear. I'm over here doing a few things. Been getting nauseated off and on all day. I'm Freaking out. I've taken meds but no help. My cousin told me to eat but...
Thanks SC. I finished the inside of the house today. I feel terribly guilty. I'm going to have to use her money to get beds and couch for us. I completely emptied the house and cleaned everything in...
No. He's a great provider and worker. He's been in the oilfields since he was really young. He's missed 2 days in the past 15 years he's worked. But with this oil thing. It's the first time in...
That's funny Larry! Yeah I'm moving into grams house. We're getting divorced. He really ticked me off tonight and I ended up leaving and going back to cleaning. First off. Now that we're going to...
So I been busy cleaning my grandmas house out to move in. I've barely been eating and when I do it's some kind of fast food. I had Chinese take out rice last night. Today I get sudden random...
Thanks. I was so mad and upset over things I could not fall asleep. Everything I took for sleep didn't work so I ended up falling asleep at 5 and got up at 9:30. I wanted an earlier head start. My...
After a very quiet week of me and my husband not talking meaning not fighting. We agreed on divorce. So I spent my day cleaning and sorting at my grandmas so me and the kids can move in. Thing is....
I've been through a lot. I don't blame life events now on my past. But I know my phobia stems from my childhood. My parents fought a lot. According to my dad I spent my first year or more in a baby...
No. I've had my phobia since I can remember. I've narrowed it down to my childhood. My parent were both alcoholics and at times drug addicts. My parents threw up everywhere. I also had no idea what...
LOL it's almost 3 here. I never know where people are at in groups. It gets confusing when their out of the country and their having breakfast and I'm going to bed haha. Glad you're better. It's a...
Breathing is hard if you get caught up in it. But you know what you're doing. With those anxiety symptoms breathing exercises I think are the best. :) I hope you're doing better!...
How are you now? Sorry. I don't know what time zone you're in :)...
Thanks. I sure hope mine burns up. I know the phobia aspect is always there. But I don't get this bad until I'm in times of stress. I've read that stress and anxiety make phobias worse. And it's so...
I ate crackers and a bite of chocolate and my stomach went nuts and made my anxiety sky rocket. :( I'm Losing grip. My heart is racing so bad and my stomach won't shut up. I got a sour taste in my...
I hear how sick everyone gets and it scares me more. I get nauseated all the time thanks to my anxiety. And I have never gotten a cold without nausea. I'm just trapped in bed. This sucks so bad. I...
I know how you feel. I've given up on meds so many times just to end up back on them. I do hope you have a good backup plan. Or a good method of coping. If you leave it untreated it may manifest into...