I think you are making a big mistake taking InSoFla off this forum. I thought forums were for opinions and the freedom to share them. Her information is practical and helpful and kept me going....
I think taking insofla off is a serious mistake and very very short-sighted. It is my ynderstandung that forums are about opinions and freedom to offer them. Removing her doesn't follow these ideas....
The queen image is very amusing. Thanks for your ideas. I'm getting lots of info,but still feel filrhy and ashamed. I will probably have to give up my job. Baby wipes work pretty well. Getting...
Could someone tell me how to feel clean, not ashameed and get a long-term positive attitude for life? I'm lost.......
[quote="kazbern"]Your agent is firing you? That sounds like it is illegal. You have a medical condition. You will manage it with medications. You will get better. You will not soil anyone's clothes...
Thanks for your advice. I'll check up on the book....
Yes, it is a nice compromise, and I have some time to relax, rest and get a grip on this disease. Maybe I can find some joy and fun in life....
In this business, there is a very high standard of beauty, confidence and health. Right now I don't qualify. I am discussing a short stand down or leave of absence. She seems ok with it. Until I get...
Why do they have to see my bottom again? For more filthy and shameful invasions? I have no desire for any more violations. How would it be if I pooped in other clients clothes. My agent is firing me....
Thanks for your help. I am very scared.Everything sounds like lots of time in hospital where there is no privacy or modesty and they do filthy and shameful things to your body with no dignity. I'm...
Thank you for your advice. I know it could be worse, but right now it's hard to compare. I'll do the best I can....
Thank you for your answer. It's helpful - I had an image in my mind of weeks or months of hospitalization with large interruptions in life....
Keepingfaith, It would be lovely to feel beautiful again. I am concerned about personality change. How long does the anger, fear and resentment last? How strong is their influence on personalty?...
InSoFla Thank you so much for your very constructive ideas. I'll print them off and go over them carefully. This gives me a good direction to start learning. Education always helps....
It seems I have a lot to research and learn. Maybe knowing more will ease the fear and stress. Will try to start tomorrow....
We talked about the pill camera but he felt it to be duplicaftion. You are right-no inflammation from the scopes or the barium swallow or contrast -CT. Now all I can do is wait and do my best to keep...
Thanks MoobyDoo. I'm trying to be positive. It's just bigger than I am right now and I'm really scared. Any idea when I'll get a handle on this? I know this stress is making it worse but it's...
The doctor says pentasa will be better and oneprazole and carafate will do until the pentasa arrives. Diagnosis was from blood work and feces. Barium and scopes were not as accurate. We just returned...
Reply to JaSanne, Why were you hospitalized? I'm very very scared about being in a hospital, especially for this shameful and embarrassing disease-no privacy or modesty and filth from my body....
Reply to Kazbern - Pentasa costs over $800 a monrh - the insurance only pays $150 of that. So I have found it cheaper in a foreign pharmacy. It will take ten days to arrive. Why would I need to be...
The doctor just said crohn's in the small intestine is relatively rare. Anyone know about this? He has no prognosis or long-term idea how this will respond to treatment....
Thank you for your help. Good sense of humor. Will I have to be hospitalized often and have colonoscopies often? It's in my small intestine....
Thank you for your reply. I hope I can be as strong as you are. The anger and fear are really strong right now. Is this process like the grief process?...
Taking omeprazole and carafate for hiatal hernia and IBD. Will start Pentasa or prednizone next week. The filth is from the diarrhea and horrendous smelling gas as well as the stink of my body. I...
I found out yesterday I have Crohn's. I feel filthy and shame and I stink allthe time. I'm a model, and now I can't be beautiful and ladylike. This will end my career. My anger is overwhelming and I...