Thank you for the advice! The OW is definitely out of my life, and has been since the "event" took place. It kills me inside though....
Thank you Red09; Unfortunately, I can't see "confessing" as a viable option. I love her so much, that the thought of losing her would kill me. I think I need to make peace with myself, and forgive...
Thank you so much Kitt, it means so much to have your understanding and support. I love my girlfriend so much that I think a lot of the anxiety is my heart breaking whenever I see or talk to her. How...
Good morning all, I'd like to thank everyone for their support and caring; I truly appreciate it. Thanks to Kitt, Bro, Kevin, Jen, and of course Lyn. You have all made me feel like I am NOT ALONE in...
Thank you all; I am leaving work now, and I only have the internet here at the office. I have my FINAL TEST next Friday at 12:30...hopefully a negative and I can MOVE ON!! I will definitely be in...
LYN---I just have to say--you made me cry at work while reading your post!!! This has been the hardest thing I've had to deal with in my life. It's been made all the more difficult by the internet...
Thank you Jen, I think that's what I'm afraid of. I'm angry at myself for questioning the results. I've always been a logical and rational person--why can't I believe an accurate blood test? I keep...
Thank you again LYN, This encounter did indeed occur while we were engaged. We've been engaged for a year, to be married this June. The guilt has been haunting me, but the fear of losing the best...
Thank you so much Lyn, it certainly helps to have someone understand. It's been hard to deal with my fiancee; the one positive is that we don't live together, so really only were sexually active...
How do I deal with "believing" my test results? about a month back, I got my 7-week test result back--negative!! I should have been celebrating, but instead, I can't let this go. It's like my mind...