Hi everyone! It has been a long time since I've posted but my anxiety has kicked in again and this place is the only place where I have always been able to share my feelings. It's been a stressful...
Hi everybody! It's been a very long time since I have posted. It's been one heck of a year. All of the firsts have happened since my dads passing. It is so crazy how fast time goes by. June was his...
I have felt so disconnected with myself lately I don't know what to do. I miss my dad so much and I just can't wrap my head around the fact that he isn't here. I know he's here in soul but I just...
Oh and SC, I meant tapes as in the bp readings from the drugstore. Looking back on my post it was a bit confusing lol! But tapes... that I should try hehe!...
Thank you guys for the responses! I never checked before I went in but I wish I would have lol! I was scared to eat yesterday or this morning thinking if I ate it would go up. I was trying not to...
Kitt helped me so much over the past years. I have her and her family in my thoughts and prayers....
I have to get my blood pressure checked today in about 3 hours this morning because last time the visit to the doctor it was 150/90... I am freaking out and so scared. I remember checking it after...
Thank you everyone Lesweet- I am 21 I had really bad anxiety a few years back but I was getting better before just more down and depressed about myself but now it's back full force. It's tough to cry...
I just feel so down these days and my anxiety has gotten so bad. I feel like I'm being pushed to do so much ever since my dad passed. My mom keeps pushing and pushing me to do stuff like work and...
Thank you all so much for your kind words, I always feel so much comfort here more than anything. It's gotten harder, much harder, but I'm getting through it. I kind of shut out the people who...
I've never felt so messed before. Everything I love gets taken away from me. My dad passing has me just so heartbroken, he was everything to me, it is all so unfair I cant handle any of it. My...
I seriously can't take this any more. These past couple of months have broken me. With my dad passing away, things have gotten out of control including my anxiety. He was the only one who could help...
Coffee and alcohol is a personal no no for me. With coffee almost instantly I start feeling jittery and my anxiety starts. Alcohol seems to depress me and also bring on feelings of anxiety. It...
Thank you everyone so much for the responses I have taken a lot of your guys advice. I definitely feel it kicking in now I keep feeling worse and worse. I just wish I could have him for a minute just...
These past few weeks have been the worst weeks of my life. I've never felt such a pain it's like half of me has ripped off. My dad passed away, my worst nightmare. I wrote a post a few weeks ago but...
I've never felt so lost. My dad passed away a little over a week ago. I am still in shock. My dad was my best friend, my inspiration, everything. He was the most giving most caring person you would...
Thank you so much for the response! I can't believe how much of it I can relate to. It is so frustrating because I know deep down I am fine and I am practically doing this I myself, but the other...
I have been super anxious lately, my anxiety has sky rocketed and I just can't handle it. I joined in 2011, and back then it was all about panic attacks for me and just worrying about my heart. Now...
I have not been feeling the greatest lately so of course I come back here to vent out my frustrations ;) Just wanted to once again thank you all for the amazing support, sometimes anxiety issues can...
Hello all! Happy Easter to whomever is celebrating! :turn: I am having an awful weekend. My parents left for Easter till Monday, I'm kind of upset but I know they need the time away. I hate being...
It's been one of those weeks. I have just been feeling so down lately, emotional and just depressed. I feel like I can just start crying at the snap of a finger. Things are just not in my control...
Hi everyone! I haven't posted in a while, which is a good thing because when that is, it means that I am doing pretty good! :) This week and last week, my whole body, my thighs, my shoulders, even my...
Hello all! Haven't posted in some time. Things have been okay though. Last night all of the sudden I just started having major anxiety about dying. Not really dying itself, but what happens after...
I finally started feeling better yesterday, it's 3 am now so I say yesterday LOL! my bowel issues seemed to had disappeared. I waited to go to the washroom for a whole day and it was totally fine and...
Thank you Larry! I don't think I have it because I don't have any pain just mild cramping. I googled and made myself sick again, now I am thinking the worst again like cancer or something. I'm happy...
Thanks guys for the responses! I now have oily and loose problems. I'm so scared one again. Now I think I have pancreatis or something. I really can't take this anymore. My stomach has been hurting...
I have woken up by a crampy pain. I am so scared. I don't know where to turn to I literally feel like I'm having a bowel obstruction. I've been having a lot of problems for a long time within the...
Thank you kitt! Checked out that link and it's kind of scary I never looked at the risks with a diet like this. I will for sure talk to my doctor about the risks and if it's okay for me to do. I...
Thanks for the responses :) I know it's definitely a more strict diet and definitely only something I want to stay on until I reach my goal, then I'm going to switch just to eating healthy, I just...
I have literally flipped my leaf in the last couple of days. I decided for myself to make the most drastic change of my life, a diet. Now the diet is not just a diet, I'm literally in ketosis which...
I am literally in panic mode. I ate spaghetti for dinner, red pepper and sausage penne. It was at around 8pm, I had the runs again, And there is my dinner. And I know it's my dinner because I haven't...
Hello all! How is everyone doing :) I have been doing pretty well but this weekend and a few days prior I've been freaking out. I don't think I am overthinking it but I'm really nervous. There seems...
My posts before this one were during a bad wave of anxiousness, sadness and depression. I was constantly worried of my health and all of that stuff, and was never able to be happy without my mind...
Thanks guys you are all awesome! You always know how to cheer me up! I have been away this weekend for thanksgiving and it was so nice to be away from any type of web searching LOL. I feel a lot...
Well, I am home alone for the night and going insane. I feel so scared and alone. I am getting so sick and tired of this :shakehead:. I have literally been crying and even threw up because I am so...
Here I am again. I am up and awake, all upset from picking myself apart. So I figured I would post again to ease my mind. I hope all my posts aren't getting to monotonous LOL! I just finished pushing...
I have been semi-google free!!! Thankfully. I have to come clean, I have still done it about once or twice, but compared to about 20 times a day, that is a big step. I can't seem to stop worrying...
Hello all, I am back from my short hiatus LOL!!! So this week has been somewhat alot better! My leg pain and hip and back pain are better! The only thing that has been bothering me is this whole pcos...
I think I have to do this for myself, as much as I do not want to. For me, the internet is a problem when it comes to my anxiety. I am a hypochondriac, and have panic disorder. When I hear symptoms...
Thanks for the responses everyone! I guess I just get so frustrated because the symptoms are there and it's so hard to convince myself that it is me manifesting the symptoms. My hip and back pain I...
I have had such a bad month, and overall summer. I can't believe I am posting again but I just don't know where else to turn, I hadn't posted for a while because I was feeling alright, and now I am...
Thank you guys! And Ty SC for the wishes :)!!' I googled leukaemia all day... And I have convinced myself all my leg pain and hip pain are from that ... Sigh. I just wish I could focusing other...
So here I am, 8am, I work in 2 hours with a new lady we hired. I am so nervous because these past few days I've had such bad uh "bowels" and the pain today has woke me up and my stomach hurts so bad...
Larry I didn't get an email! Weird! I've been walking about 2 miles a day for a few months, And I actually ate a banana earlier LOL! It gets worse when I think about it it's super strange but I feel...
I literally am scared for my life right now, I know I am being completely ridiculous but I feel like I have so many problems and the symptoms to go with it. I googled my leg pain again and now I feel...
Somewhere in late November of 2011 SC! It's weird I just woke up and I have an upset stomach. And I've been very gassy and had had the runs "EW". I don't know what it is! I go see my GYN in October...
I've posted so much lately I'm probably starting to get monotonous LOL! But this is the only place where I can come to. I've been having the most scariest symptoms! I feel like I'm doing it to myself...
Hello all! I have just been posting away these past few weeks LOL! I talked to my mom tonight and had a good talk. I have realized I am driving myself nuts. First thing today, was spleen, then...
Thank you for the kind and caring response as per usual Larry! And thank you to SC! You always know how to make me feel less worrisome! Larry I was on a small doseage of Prozac during 2011, but did...