I too find night time hard, as I let my mind go into overdrive just as I go to bed, resulting in full-blown war fare with my partner and it just escalates out of control. I panic that he's cheating...
I am 37 and divorced mum of 3. As a child I had problems - didnt socialise well, was very unhappy. started the idea of suicide attempts at a young age - around 9. Mother didnt get on with people...