A "welcome to my world" response may have been helpful
I do understand your fear about
your husband giving you the shot.
I'm sorry to hear you are so down. I'm just coming out of a couple of months of extreme pain, etc. I realize stress was causing a domino of issues. However, the last couple of days my knee has been screaming, feeling disjointed. Walking the stairs caused me severe agony. Today i woke with them a bit better (though the rest of me is achy) only to find out it was raining...funny how the release of pressure in the air can relieve the pain sometimes....
I often hold my tounge as well....but I'm realizing that it is breaking communication between me and my husband. I need to voice my opinioins and get things off my chest more even if he laughs at me...actually, he often doesn't even listen to me....but I need to try again....he is not mind reader either.
Hang in there! Don't let next week stress you out. It's just a few days. You can handle it. Remember to get enough sleep, drink water, and take a few moments here and there to do some deep breathing and meditation....it'll help get through it all! YOu can do it! (Gee, I need to follow that advice myself.)