Well dose 2...I guess that's what I will call it

Uhg..well this dose wiped me. I waited to take it until Sunday this time because I was already feeling sick to my stomach all day Saturday. So after I took it Sunday morning, I was just blah. Not really sick or tired just didn't feel like myself. Yesterday, I felt horrid. I was sick all day at work and kept having to put my head down because of the pure exhaustion. I got a huge delivery at 2:15(I am scheduled to leave at 2:30) well all my staff was gone. I can't leave the stuff out, of course, so I had to put all 103 cases up. I was already drained at that point and wasn't sure how I was going to complete that. i felt so weak that the case felt like they weighed 200#'s. Luckily I had saved mashed potatoes and gravy for my night custodian(he loooovvveeesss gravy) he had came by to pick it up and saw me almost in tears putting this stuff away and started helping me. I'm not supossed to let the outside staff do that but I was in no position to argue . I came home and fed the kids and helped with homework but that was it. Today i woke up sick to my stomach again. The nausea meds I had from before make me tired but I had no choice but to take them . Today was meatloaf day and the smells were more than I could handle.

Anyways, about an hour ago I started somewhat feeling like myself again. My bones have been hurting all day though, along with the exhaustion and being sick. I hope this week end's like last week with me having more energy and in a good mood. I feel bad because i have been pretty snappy to just about everyone I couldn't pull myself out of it though. Hope all of you are doing well and having a good week. I have 3 days until my school is on spring break and it couldn't go quick enough. My kids go on spring break tomm. so that should be fun trying to get them in bed tonight. Heather

Feel better! Try and hang in there and hopefully your body will start to tolerate the MTX better. Get some rest if you can.

Thanks all!!
It honestly took all week before i felt like myself again. My Rhuemy has said that i can lower my dose down to three pills this week so hopefully that will make a huge difference. Even with my starbucks coffee extra shots of expresso, I kept nodding off all week. It was so hard to get through. Friday was what is called end of the month close out along with bi-weekly payroll, and spring cleaning. It was a nightmare. My hands weren't working right, and my feet fell asleep while I was working so i literally fell to the floor and hit my knees Our end of the month stuff consist of about 7 straight hours of documentation for the state and government along with having to do my regular stuff. It was the worse time to feel what i was feeling. Last night i was in bed by 9:00 which is crazy on a Friday night.
I hope this week is not so bad, especially since I am going to the Smokey Mountains this week for vacation. I don't want to make it miserable for the family. Wish me luck!! heather

songwriter,
I have told the family I will need help. I would like to get out and walk with them but my Rhuemy suggests that if i do I pick up a cane or walking stick so I can get around. Hubby wants to go the Ripley's or this neat little woodsy miniature golf course but we will see what I am capable of. crossing fingers Lots of luck needed. Heather