hi david, and welcome to the forum. i haven't posted in awhile, but i was and am very grateful for finding this website. i was diagnosed with polymyositis in nov/09. after a year and half on prednisone 60mg. i was finally put on methotrexate. i too am on the pills. i never knew there is an injectable type. perhaps since i'm on medical and it's not offered to low income???? something i'd like to ask my dr.. i'll be seeing him on monday???? i was told to take folic acid daily since the methotrexate washes out the folic so i've been supplementing from the very beginning/ another question for the doc?????
i've come a long way since 09. my cpk's were at 11,000 at the hieght of my disease. now down to 94.
no longer on steroid. my metho has been tapering down and very anxious because i get blood work done this week. extremely nervous because i haven't been taking care of myself like i should. i've been very depressed lately, more so than ever. so i've been self medicating with too many drinks. just want to get out of my head, and going to local bar, playing darts and listening to loud music, laughter and people. well it helps me escape my own brain.
but of course at the end of the day or night still have to come to reality and here i am.
i haven't been feeling good at all. i put on a front because i can't handle telling family or friends the truth. and i don't want the beat down about my life style.
i've been waking up at night with the worst muscle cramps i've ever had in my life. they start from my ankle and work thier way up to my inner thigh. some nites they are so painful i'm almost to the point of 911. i can say the pain level is comparable to child birth. and that's gnarly.
i've never had the f...it attitude. but now i just get through one day and try to have the most fun inspite i can, because i feel my body slipping away. something i have a hard time explaining to family and friends.
well enuf of that. actually i just wanted to say i eat alot more and drink alot, and i mean alot of water the day of and after methotrexate. it seems to help me with the nasuea and stomache pain. it helped me with my polymyositis. so just wanted to say good luck. feel better and have a nice day.