Lyrica not doing anything. Pain 50x worse than 7 days ago. I feel like hot screw drivers are being james into my knee and hips. And walking on hot coals while standing in a blast furnace and fire ants are picking their way through my feet making their way up my calves. My back ( 3 compression fractures ) feels like a mill stone around my neck and some devil has his fist jammed into my thoracic area. Just kill me already. I read on line that RA/FM/ OA etc pain can feel like or worse than labor after 4 kids I can say at least labor gives you these tiny precious moments were your body is not in pain even if it only 20 seconds it is 20 seconds you are NOT praying for death. The tarsal tunnel syndrome my doc says I have also is killing me I worked my 40 hours last week w/o any pain meds I haven't done this in over 5 years I have been in bed since I came home from Work. I don't think it is fair to just say oops sorry buddy to someone who has never abused drugs or anything in the past and say wow never herd of insurance doing that ... Sucks to be you. Meanwhile I am in my bed thinking what if a beer and Benadryl will at least make me stop weeping. I don't even drink but you start thinking crazy when your in do much pain I could stand in front of a train. ( BUT I WONT! Not because of self preservation, I world never do that to my co worker brothers and sisters, to them it would be senseless and stupid , they'd be spot on ) i just wish there would or could be more seriousness about
this people are suffering and it isn't fair. Can't the government or what ever three letter agency stay out of my health care for one bleak moment I saw a light at the end of the tunnel in early 14 but by the fall I said nope it's just a fright headed my way. The light at end of the tunnel is a freight train. Story of my life. I give up.
Methotrexate made so sick after a while.
Prednisone made me jump to 150 lbs then with methotrexate I could not eat no dropped to 110. Then tried avara which made me sick also rapid digestion and I mean rapid. I take remicade infusions , prednisone , meloxicam , Zoloft and Wellbutrin ( supposed to make me not want to smoke ) that's is not working either. And I still hurt everywhere all the time unless I have the hydrocodne I'm just as good as dead.
And really as a side note I am too chicken to take anything the doctor hasn't said is ok ( like beer with Benadryl ) and don't see how smoking weed or stuff like that has any help in chronic pain sufferers. But if pot is legal for " medical " uses? Why is the FDA all up in real doctors business not the pot docs out there. Go bother the real problem people and leave us alone.
Post Edited (Pain$herlock) : 2/2/2015 8:01:19 PM (GMT-7)