I know this sounds ridiculous but I have had a perscription sitting on my kitchen counter for almost 2 weeks for methotrexate and I haven't filled it yet. I am really nervous about taking it. I'm particularly nervous about taking it for the first time. I have two small children at home with me and I just don't know what to expect.Another thing that worries me is, the rhuemy took blood tests rf and other ones (dont remember which) and told me that he sees all the markers for ra in my blood and history but doesnt see any swelling. He told me that he doesn't like to says it is ra unless he is absolutely sure but then wrote the perscriptions and said we will treat it as is and see what happens. Does this sound farmiliar to anyone? The pain is bearable but my hips and pelvic bones seem to be getting worse. I can deal with the pain in my hands and akles but the hips and pelvis pain almost brings tears to my eyes. Any suggestions would be great