Posted 10/1/2010 7:33 PM (GMT 0)
Sorry, I just need to vent a bit. I keep going through these phases where I will have an elevated temperature- it never seems to go above 100 degrees- and then I will get really fatigued and have no energy at all. Last time the fever went on for over a week, so I went to my regular doc and talked to her about it. They did bloodwork, and everything was normal! No inflammation whatsoever. I guess I should thank my lucky stars that I haven't been having much pain at all, but this fatigue is driving me crazy! I actually have times where it feels like my body is tired & needs a rest, but my mind is completely awake. I have to lay down on the couch and just lay there quietly for about an hour. Sometimes I end up dozing, sometimes I can read a little bit. I want to do a lot, I want to be able to clean my whole house or go out and run a bunch of errands, but I can't. I can load the dishwasher, then i have to take a break. Then I can get a load of clothes out of the dryer, sort and fold them, then after I take them upstairs and put them all away, I have to rest. I don't know if this is part of the grieving process, but I am getting more & more frustrated! I mean, what is the point of having this fatigue? How am I supposed to clean my house and do things like take my kids to girls scouts and do all the stuff they want to do? I don't know what to do- sometimes I just want to cry about it all! Any body have any tips on how to deal with this? Thnaks for reading!