Just diagnosed and scared crapless!!!

Hello, my name is Will, and I was just diagnosed with OPLL last week. I was diagnosed a month ago and the condition confirmed last Friday by Dr. Leary last Friday. I am 40 years old, scared to death, and confused beyond words. This was all triggered by a car accident I was involved in a month ago when a lady hit me and spun me around in my car. They say the "acute trauma" triggered the OPLL and the problems that have arisen since then. I can't sleep, feels like bugs are crawling over me, I'm twitchy in the legs, have no feeling in my left arm, or hand, always feels like it's asleep, major neck pain, and loss of control over my bladder. I'm embarrassed, I'm a stand up comedian who can barely get on stage without it hurting, can't stop crying, afraid I'm going to piss myself all the time, I'm depressed as hell, and am overly anxious due to full spinal MRI in the morning. Has anyone else had this triggered due to a car accident?



Will C

Ossification of the posterior longitudinal ligament of the spine: Abnormal calcification of a spinal ligament. The progressive calcification can starts within months of birth and affects the ability to move arms and legs. The severity of the condition is highly variable with most patients noticing symptoms in the sixth decade.

I was wondering what OPLL was and pulled up this.
While I don't have OPLL My autoimmune disease was triggered I believe by some surgery I had two years ago. I have Lupus.