I am still alive but not kicking so good.

I understand so well how hard it is for us. I have always been a morning person, but somewhere along the line it all got reversed or I would simply go for 2 days and no sleep, then collapse or be up all night. I hate that.

Mornings are a bit** for me. It takes me so long to get moving and going. I have my coffee and then try to do the shower thing. Of course, I truly linger in the shower because the hot water feels so good. But, getting dressed and doing this boufonte on mine (need a haircut), I really have to do a powerful lot of talking to myself to get out to the car. Once I am in the car & going I am ok, but if i stop thats it. No splitting up errands 2 days-I end up in bed the next day, so I don't even try that. I just go & do what I can. I try to get a day in of just walking around WalMart or Target just to get out. Hey, I enjoy it if I am feeling pretty fair. I never attempt to go anywhere if I don't feel well. Another big problem for me is the constant diarhea, I never eat before I go out or while I am out, cause all he** will break loose and I will end up embarrassing myself. Ain't life grand, LOL. Hugs & Love to all, Susie

Eron when I was first dx'd I was actually afraid to eat. My gi picked up on that real quick. I was losing weight and he came right out and asked me if I was afraid to eat and I told him yes.

Another thing I learned and he confirmed it, even if I don't eat I still have the squirts and never trust a fart. LOL. I went for my MRI today and had labs, then went to pain clinic so nurse could make sure my pump was still working after the MRI. My pump is fine. Had to take 20mg of valium to do MRI. Got back to town & hubby wanted to eat so we stopped and ate. I was really too sleepy to eat much-but nearly had an accident in the front seat of his truck. Oh well, would not be the 1st time. LOL. hugs, Susie

Never trust a fart... LOL... I know it's not funny... but holy crap (pun intended) that cracked me up...

 speaking of not trusting a fart.....

i was overly confident in my rectal muscles on the way home from the hospital today.

i feel bad for the poor folks walking behind me!  tee hee hee.