Posted 7/20/2016 5:33 AM (GMT 0)
Hi Beth! Yes, I am hanging in there. I've slowed down a bit... well, maybe quite a bit these last few months as a result of things but I am doing good. I am on STD now and taking it a day at a time with regards to working again and really everything. I am still hopeful but I'm not fooling myself about it. If the meds don't really kick in soon I just don't see an alternative to LTD. BUT, we will see. :)
The breathing really seems to be related to pain. My blood pressure spikes and I get short of breath. Everything checks out OK so far as my lungs and my heart go so I am very grateful for that. The side effects of the biologics are still pretty severe but I am on Actemra for now. It does help but my pain levels are high and I am still having flares regularly.
So it is really good to see you all are doing well and I am sorry I have not been posting and worried so many people. It is very touching to know that you all care about me and I regret worrying you all! I haven't really been myself too much lately and my thinking and memory is a mess so it is hard to put coherent thoughts together some days and I just muddle through them. I missed all you guys as well and I am so grateful to have you all to talk to. All of you are a real blessing to me.
Life can sure throw some curves sometimes. I know that God has a plan for all this, I sure can't figure it out but I am just going to keep putting one foot in front of the other and I know that he will take care of us. -Don